Like John Nash in the movie “A Beautiful Mind” where he comes to the realization that the two people in his hallucinations don’t “grow” (Lorraine speaking @ 7 am’r “grow”) old -I realized “I never got sick of drinking and drugging, 8 hours a day, 7 days a week”. I love sex, I love lobster, I love bubble-gum ice cream… A gent by the name of Roy C. used to say “I love orange juice, but I never sat down and drank a case of it”.

When you get up in the morning (as an Alcoholic), you have your orange juice along with your breakfast, you fly out the door to work… you don’t sit around staring at the clock, waiting for a break so you can sneak out to the car to take a pull off a carton of O.J.