What do you think you’re supposed to be learning from this situation? This is probably a question that should be on our mind quite often. Does the bigger the situation mean the bigger the lesson? Not necessarily. I do have the distinct feeling that all of this solitude carrie’s with it a pretty big lesson -as it has been coming for the past 4 and a 3/4 years. That’s how long it has been since my friend lenell passed away. And it’s the last vacation I’ve seen.

To Ana come in certain ways leaving her husband for me would be would be a step down from the lifestyle she enjoys right now. To me it would be a step up for me.

Practice for example speaking at home even if you are alone. Choose your subjects and your subject and speak to them – And perhaps truth will begin to flow as it did with me at the recovery unit once again.