Some people find it easy to have a favorable view of mankind and kind given the many things about mankind they are unaware of.

Some people find it easy to have an unfavorable view of mankind given the many things about mankind they are on aware of.

It can be very difficult to have a favorable view, even an unfavorable view of mankind once you see everything there is to see about mankind. I guess it boils down to who we are deep down inside as far as which direction it goes in whence the information, once the knowledge has been granted us. I suppose realistically, I’ve seen as many good things about humanity as bad things -and I chose the route of bitterness, anger, judgmentalness and the like; whether it was done consciously or subconsciously.

When I compare my own life to certain other people’s live, I get the feeling mine wasn’t so bad after all 🤷‍♂️ Whether that’s the case or not I’m unsure, I just know this is how I feel at this point in my life. 🤔 This just dawned on me a 1/2 hour 45 minutes after this previous post – How is it that there are people who know less favorable things about the human race deny, and yet they are not bitter or judgmental? How is it that there are people who have suffered far more at the hands of other human beings, and yet they are not bitter or judgmental as I was? The answer lies on the inside of the individual -not outside.

Family

I noticed something very interesting in my most recent visit from Daisy. Even though God has blessed me with a visit from her, I still continue on my phone looking at on looking at eBay trying to feel that void. Have I missed something? Even though she’s here only part time, shouldn’t I make the transition to enjoying fully her presence? Being completely focused on her needs given she is entirely dependent on me for her needs? I’ve had to stop throughout the day. It made me realize something; People with families who direct direct far too much of their time to outside endeavor’s.. Perhaps it is that family is not what they had hoped it might be. And what is it exactly that you hoped it would be? Family for the most part is what it is; it’s our ideas about what it should be it be that are wrong more often than not. If a person doesn’t have a realistic idea about what family but what family is, what family means, then perhaps it’s best not to have/make one. Few things in life are more painful and more malicious than to create a family and be unwilling/able to devote yourself to it completely. You understand what I mean by completely?