Some of the most powerful bonds among human beings have not only formed through laughter and enjoyment, but through very difficult, painful experiences between individuals as well.

People often forget to show manners with their partners as the years rolled by. This is a huge error on the part of the individual.

If man ached as much over his soul starving as he does his own body.. If man aches much over over his soul suffering as he does his own body… the world would be a different place indeed

Trust me, if there are two things true in life they are:

1)Relationships are not some joyride to our favorite amusement park, as much as many would like it to be so. In fact, they are perhaps out greatest teachers! Our greatest [inspiration in some cases], springboard to growth.

2) In my personal opinion, growth, atleast in this country, and once we have presumably grown up, left the confines, protection of…, are not all that interested in personal growth! Our learning curve begins to drop off! Especially the harder lessons in life! And I don’t of anything that dishes out more hard lessons in life than “relationships”. So the next time you out there are alone, see two people out laughing and having a good time, think back to your own relationship experiences when the at the end of the day, all the lights are off, the music stops playing, the dust settles, and ots just the two of you without all the distractions listening to one another’s ❤ beat! Reality hits home! And for many the reality is quite uncomfortable!

There’sxalmost always an operative word in a sentence!

Relationship more than anything, show us who we really are -bring out who we really are! Also in many instances, our falsified, our pretenses, our misconceptions about ourselves.

Some things in life are a great challenge to us – Sometimes we forget to acknowledge to ourselves that what we’re facing, what we’re embarking upon, it’s very, very difficult for us! It’s ok to do so. And it’s OK when taxed TO OUR LIMITS to not get it perfectly right!

An old girlfriend of mine had a saying “I get to be me”. “Well I guess if you get to be you, I get to be me then”

The reasons for certain outcomes are not the reasons you think.

The greatest fulfillment of a human being should come 1st and foremost from knowing that GOD loves us, and from living a clean life -and yet most of us choose to remain more-or-less oblivious to these two…

More often than not, there is a waiting. For our prayers to be answered. When you figure the time line is any time between now and eternity…. That leaves a lot of openings in between. Besides, it’s never just about us getting what we want or need, it’s about the lesson, the evolution, the edification.

The “New America” works for some but not for others – The question is, what are the people like that the new America works for and what are the people like that the new America doesn’t work for?

My being remembered or given credit for these writings is like the janitor at Apple Computers receiving notoriety for its’ product line!

If you notice, JESUS never got angry at others for what they did to HIM, only what they did to HIS HEAVENLY FATHERS’ HOUSE! He never got angry at mankind for feel feeling we’re fulfilling the prophecy, you only got angry at the mankind for the disrespect shown towards HIS HEAVENLY FATHER!

You can easily get the recipe for thousands of items by looking at the ingredients on the label or packaging.

Some people seem destined for greatness, seemingly they could not avoid it even if they wanted to. I have asked God time and time again to direct me in my career, mama and where I belong in this world, seemingly falling on a deaf ear. It appears, that all that will become of my life my life is to accomplish these writings, and thus pass into obscurity! 🤷‍♂️

With regard to this society we live in, I see a lot of people on television reaching out to people in their living rooms, in order to make money off of people they do not know, and in many cases do not care to know. Is that a fair assessment?

Set aside your own interests, and GOD’S will will sit alot easier with you!

On Peter denying Jesus; The plan was never for Peter to go down alongside Jesus; Peter had to stay alive to head the church and spread the teachings JESUS invested 3 years of HIS life in him. 🤷‍♂️

I’m finding that letting your own dreams die and allowing GOD’S to be fulfilled in their place, for me it has been a lifelong endeavor!

Compassion & Humility

Sometimes, that much sought after relief DOESN’T COME! The greatest example is when Jesus says “My GOD, why have YOU forsaken ME?” The trials of man, the stories in the Bible often come down to this; if my SON endured it for your sake…; If MY VIRGIN BRIDE endured it for your sake, then why not you for theirs! Many Saints were not granted relief in the form, nor at the time they felt their most desperate need! AND SO IT GOES!

My lifelong wish, to draw close to and share my life with another human-being, TO BE LOVED AND VALUED in stark contrast to my childhood experiences. Perhaps this will be my ✝️-to be denied this!

Many people think the gist of life is this wonderfully adventurous, wonderfully exploitative experience where they, live life to its’ fullest as much as possible before going into the ground for good. Talking about having it all wrong; Talking about shirking one’s own spiritual responsibilities… 🤷‍♂️ Or maybe they serve as some sort of example to the rest of us! If you know what I mean?

For some people going through severe pain, severe emotional pain without acting out or lashing out is next to impossible. Try!

For me personally, anytime GOD, or life placed struggles in front of me, I became very irritated and irrational. Therefore, a mindset, a spirit which is adequately prepared for such trials; a mindset, a spirit which has sufficient understanding of GOD’S plan and what is required to bring about such a plan to fruition, are immensely helpful in these trying moments! It is something I have never known or understood; but perhaps now, a ray of that understanding is just now beginning to shine upon me; an openness within me which allows that light to penetrate after so many decades of darkness and apathy!

Man wants GOD to meet him at his level [BY DOING NOTHING]; GOD WANTS MAN TO MEET HIM AT HIS LEVEL [BY CLIMBING].

It is for some, a seemingly impossible task to endure what life hands them without becoming bitter. Think about the idea of of facing all of life’s trials, all that GOD places in your path, while refraining from becoming bitter towards life, towards GOD, towards others. How do we accomplish this?

•First of all, what is the point of becoming bitter;

•Secondly, the notion of what is fair, and not fair is largely subjective from man’s point of view;

•Thirdly, think of the Blessed Mother; She lost her husband [lifelong companion]; then Her SON went away to evangelise; She thus spent the remaining years of Her life largely in isolation, and without her greatest loves, subordinate only to Her love for God. But while Jesus work on earth had been completed, Hers continued for a number of years, 9 or 10 I believe. Loneliness, and much suffering were likely her lot quite often and; ALOT OF SOULS WERE SNATCHED FROM THE HANDS OF SATAN AS A RESULT OF THIS GREAT SACRIFICE!*

It is very difficult for most men to conceive of obeying God while accepting where, when, what type of reward, if any, GOD in HIS nfinite wisdom chooses to hand down. Without reward, of a nature man himself can understand, and value, the prospects for following GOD’S plan often appear bleak! It is very difficult for many men to endure to endure the trials of life, of his fellow human beings, without compensation, without encouragement, without “hope of”… All my life I have wanted something from my fellow human-beings in return for the meager efforts I have put forth -always looking for something to replace that which was lost so early in life. But how much differently am I really from others in this country, in this regard? Sadly, I do not believe it to be so 😔

*I have lost everything; and now with Ana speaking of moving away, taking Daisy, I too am faced with what already has for the most been a relatively isolated existence, utter loneliness**. Perhaps a few souls will be saved through my own despair? Loneliness and isolation for many, is among mankind’s greatest fears. For a traumatic who has suffered much loss, known only feelings of being disconnected, this proposition is of a grave magnitude! I don’t know, I see no alternative based upon my feelings towards humanity [what I have been through], and what I have experienced from those in this area I live in. Little, compensation, little encouragement, I have received for my efforts 😔 I don’t consider those efforts noble nor heroic, but certainly founded in some degree of unrequited love for my fellow human-beings.

**The prospect of supporting Ana through this very, very difficult decision while letting my hopes of the past 13 + years gracefully fall to the wayside [expect nor ask nothing in return] will be a whole new experience for me 😪 BUT THIS I SUPPOSE IS HOW WE GROW INTO THE NEXT PAIR OF 👞 👞 GOD HAS FASHIONED FOR US. 🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏿‍♀️🤷‍♂️

If the older generation in power is adamant about the rights of your average American, and the younger generation beneath them, has let us say “a differing attitude”, what do you think is going to happen to the rights of the average American over time, when the older generation retires and the newer one takes their place?

Be strong! Remain real!

“Maybe I’ll fare better in heaven if I make it there!”