My father, God rests his soul 🙏🏻, probably taught me more about what not to do then what to do. Sometimes this is the pattern of living, the pattern of learning that certain people go through life with. It’s difficult to thrive this way unless you’re very good at it.

Many people appear to be successful in relationships in spite of their issues. I’m not one of them. What do you suppose is the difference? I think a person who wants to succeed in their relationships, feels somewhere inside of themselves that they are deserving, that in spite of certain obstacles, will. On the other hand, a person who is disadvantaged, and has mixed feelings about relationships with others [self, God], probably will not succeed.😔 (ME?)

How to go about feeling a feeling that is lacking inside of us?

How to stop liking something we like? How to stop wanting something we want? How to start trusting in something we mistrust

Our relationship with God like any other relationship starts with preconceived notions. And we build trust through experience with God just as we build trust with others through experience -Or would that be the other way around?