It’s really difficult not to have mixed feelings about something when you had mixed experiences with it.
It’s difficult going through life later on later on when you don’t have either parent to hang your hat on; Either parent to say much good about.
GOD DOESN’T OWE US -we owe HIM!
Going from being a “taker” to -BEING A “GIVER” CAN BE A LIFELONG ENDEAVOR!