Can’t we think of anything else [more important] to do besides living?

If you’re not a part of the game yet, figuratively speaking, then it will be very hard to pin you down as a suspect for something occurring which someone [apart of the game] has everything to gain from.

It can be very hard to develop friendships with other human beings when carrying around a grudge against humanity. Or something to that effect.

It can be very difficult to let go of humanity, to rely on things human after having been forsaked or disappointed so many times; and transitioning over to a reliance on GOD, godly comforts… BUT NOT IMPOSSIBLE