For some people, there are few things more exhilarating to the ego, to the body, even to the mind then that of “BEING DESIRED”. It seems to hit on numerous levels.

What comes out of my mouth tends to be based upon what I’m feeling inside. A sherbert of sorts. I don’t know if that’s the same with everyone. I don’t know if it’s about concealing or sensoring or filtering or simply that many people tend to lean towards a particular emotion over the others.

What happens when we ourselves push ourselves beyond our limits? How can one push themselves beyond their limits if that’s their limit? I remember early in my recovery recovery shouting to GOD to take this away or to reveal that to me….