When Jesus spread a few miracles around, and words spread around, it strengthened the faith of many many people people not only around Israel but eventually around the world. And faith is essential…! God had to light a spark in the world -somehow! I PRAYED A FEW MOMENTS AGO. I KNEW I’D FORGOTTEN SOMETHING -IT WAS ABOVE ANSWERED! THANK YOU LORD! 🙏🏻

As an alcoholic, and even as a human being, left to my own device’s -I cannot trust myself not to [tell myself a -it’s very difficult for an alcoholic at times to tell the truth from the false -same holds true for any human being at some point] lie, I cannot trust myself not to take a drink.

Some things must have impacted me very, very deeply, very, very negatively at some point in my life -because after 32 years sober, and God knows how much outside help, I feel as if I’m finally starting to experience some normalcy, some real freedom! FREEDOM FROM:

1) The inability to take things to heart;

2) The inability to truly care about others for the longest time;

3) FEAR.

Some people will never… as long as they continue to carry that fear! Until the fear is either gone or becomes manageable… sighs 🤷‍♂️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏽‍♀️

Most human beings who are plagued by fear -will never be able to GRASP what it is GOD is trying show them as long as they continue to GRASP fear! [Embrace? -01/05/22 5:51 a.m.].