Most men, no matter how good hearted, once they begin to gain money and power, begin to attract more opportunities than they know what to do with. I’d like most human beings, when they are start being given on a silver platter multiple gifts of beauty, and pleasure, and worth, their bodies, their egos, rather than their spirits -tend to do the thinking 🤔 🤷‍♂️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏽‍♀️ See it over and over and over for example with professional athletes.

It’s just my opinion, and it’s highly limited, but a lot of the minorities I have worked with who are placed in a position of power, don’t handle it real well. A lot of non-minorities either.

A lot of people who get new money, they haven’t got a clue. I think that if you haven’t earned it, there’s a good chance you won’t be able to hang on to it. We see this a lot with people who win the lottery. And regardless of how much money you win, make, your background always gives you away. If you grew up poor…. You’re probably still gonna be collecting coupons when going to the grocery store. Some of my family members who grew up with humble beginnings, they aren’t so humble anymore, and neither are their bank accounts -but they’re still just as stingy [poverty-minded is an insult to the poor who share what they have] as ever.

Two problems a man experiences throughout his life:

1) Seeing too much

2) Not seeing enough

The stuff that corporate America is pushing on Americans on Americans it’s so interesting, it’s so valuable, it’s such a necessity to American living [scratch that “to human life”] that they have to put gorgeous women on the TV, in many cases scantily dressed, in order to garner our attention 🤷‍♂️

They start out selling a bunch of crap, get a bunch of our 💰 [remember, money is power -so why are we so anxious to give ours away?] and then THEY START BUYING OUT, MONOPOLIZING [AND CONTROLLING], THEN SELLING BACK TO US THE STUFF WE REALLY NEED TO SURVIVE -AND TRUST ME, THEY WON’T BE NEEDING TO HIGHER A BUNCH OF SCANTILY DRESSED WOMEN AT THAT POINT -TO GARNER OUR ATTENTION! WHERE DO YOU THINK ALL THIS IS GOING? WHERE DO YOU THINK IT ALL ENDS? HUNGER FOR POWER THAT HAS NO CEILING ONLY ENDS ONE WAY -REVOLUTION! TODAYS CORPORATE MOGUL IS TOMORROWS TYRANT. YOU GOT TO FIGURE OUT OF A THOUSAND, OR EVEN 100 [OR PERHAPS 10] OF THE MOST POWERFUL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD, ATLEAST 1 OR TWO HAS THE MAKINGS OF A TYRRANT! 🤷‍♂️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏽‍♀️

Uneven playing field! Some men are always…

Any man can get a women with his 💰 with his power. But a real man can attract a real woman with his spirit!

After observing each of my parents separately, iniberated, incapacitated, out of control, crazy… It’s difficult for me to be around people like that, people out of their mind drunk, on drugs.

Out of fear, out of love, which makes the best [most effective] leader?

A woman who walks into a room and refuses to acknowledge the men present. Arrogant? Or prudent, reserved, faithfull, virginal? A woman like that could be a great asset to a man in a relationship with her. 🤷‍♂️

Hopelessness? Depression? The worst feeling in the world is the absence of GOD. Most of us feel only shades of it though because most of us are only only indeliberately, or partially successful at shutting out GOD! Alcoholics, and a few people with severe mental illnesses [possession?], or people who have gone to the other side, are primary examples!

Clear your head of the world; let GOD in!

Is it better to be wanted than to want?

I THINK WE NEED TO STOP AND TAKE A SERIOUS LOOK AT WHERE WE’RE HEADED!!

Spiritual constipation

If we so choose, we can bring our spirits down to such a level through our love for self, love for things, the principles we trample on in doing so, hatred for others, hatred towards GOD… and so forth. You cannot regard one thing without disregarding another.

I noticed that when I go through periods of hopelessness with regard to a future with Ana, THAT THAT IS ONE OF satan’s cues to attack. To get me to go back to my old patterns. Masterbation! Promiscuity! What are your vulnerabilities? What are your old patterns? Do you suffer attacks?

In a meeting I talked about the reading, happiness, peace, usefulness. I talked about how peace and usefulness are more of a choice than happiness – that happiness is something a bit different. That the most important thing in the troll stuff program is not happiness, but “GROWTH”. Growing in the likeness of our creator as it states in the book. I talked about how some people come into the program extremely damaged. I talked about how some people come in having suffered great loss. The number one loss being that of the loss of a child for many. I talked a little bit about my own losses and how alcoholism and addiction destroyed our family when I when I was at a very young age. I talked about how some days it’s hard to get up with a smile on my face. I talked about how peace of mind is based upon how a person chooses to live their lives. I talked about how I can choose to think only of myself or I can choose to think only of myself or I can choose to think about others more than myself. But that happiness was something a bit different.

How do you feel about a future where artificial happiness can be had? How do you feel about a future where weight loss and a beautiful physique can be had without any effort at all? In my time, the effort was what gave it was what gavid value. Not simply the result in and of itself. SCOFFS AT THE EVOLUTION MAN. Just because we can make it easier on ourselves or others, just because there’s a book to be made, doesn’t mean we should should -make it, make it easier!

I stated in a previous post that Jesus would go around wishing peace to everyone he encountered-why? My 1st answer was that people are most vulnerable to sinning when they in a state of turmoil. God pointed out to me that the number one answer is that when we are at peace, that is when we are closest to God -when God is most apt to come to us, to dwell in us. THANK YOU LORD! 🙏🏻

I’ve shot from my hip most of my life. A little thinking sometimes doesn’t hurt either -a little forethought [before opening my mouth]. 🤷‍♂️

“I’m tired of people’s games come I’m tired of the selfishness…” My take on relationships, family…

Women like a man whose humorous and easy going -positive… Maybe that’s one of the reasons I’m not. Maybe that’s why I pick and choose when and where…. More carefully. A lot of men aren’t even that by nature, it’s a ploy to attract like a 🐝 🐝🐝 🐝 🐝 to 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 HEADS-UP: It’s not a good thing to be attracting women to you:

1) When you’re already in a relationship

2) When you’re in no condition for a relationship

3) We should be focusing on one person or none person not multiple persons

4) “And” getting kicks out of stimulating people emotionally [ala sexapeal] is bullshit!

5) “Or” simply looking for attention-Ditto!

I’m watching a movie called “In the Fade” 2018. I’m glad I watched the 1st 10 minutes of it before shutting it off. Nudity, foul language, and children with filthy mouths. As I said I was glad I put it on. Because this is a perfect example of what I’ve been writing about for the last 30 years. The man has to keep pushing the envelope karma has to keep crossing over one line and then another and then another. Now we’re to the point where 6, 7, 8 years old children are cussing in movies. A woman that I know through Alcoholics Anonymous who is European by birth, I told her a while back that I was tired of the goddess here in America and that I was considering Europe. She told me that Europe is an extremely godless calm a faithless continent. Well I’m beginning to see what she meant.

When you look back on your life, all the people you’ve hurt, and as a result of tallying up all those painful experiences, you come to the conclusion that you no longer feel quite so bad because many of the people you hurt either deserved it, or asked for it, YOU BEGIN TO REALIZE WHAT HUMANITY REALLY IS! 😔 Of course this isn’t the Christian perspective I am offering here, simply my own raw feelings based upon my own individual experience!

I keep tellin’ya “DON’T LET PEOPLE GET IN YOUR HEAD”. It’s like a virus, bacteria… breaking through the blood-barrier.

It’s almost a right of passage to party through your twenties in this country. But some people keep going, and going, and going… if you are a parent -that’s no good! 🤷‍♂️

Sometimes we have to get up while we’re being kicked

They say in Alcoholics Anonymous that pain is the cornerstone of growth. Well 2 things, the 1st is that alcoholics more than anybody else probably don’t like pain. The other thing is that I was probably pretty lucky and that I learned about pain very early in life rather than later – Which is probably served me well in my sobriety when it came to the more painful aspects of growth.

Less-often-than-not! 🤷‍♂️

To us they are ideal situations, to GOD… 🤷‍♂️

One might want to [re]consider taking advantage of the opportunities life affords them 🤷‍♂️