We exist, but that isn’t necessarily a prelude to what we are going to look like; once we are here… what are we going to manifest, evolve into?

The 2 most important things. The 2 things that are more than anything else in the universe are POWER and RELATIONSHIPS, and their opposites [betweens?]. And of course their [respective?] VEHICLE’S [OR THEIR LINKS?].

It take some Enchiladas to the man who gives us a great deal on some mattresses. He’s very grateful upon receiving them. When I go to pick up my plate 2 weeks later he never says a word about whether he liked them or not. The story of my life -human beings not acting as I believe they should. I 1st encountered this with my mother and then with my father and then with my mother and then with my father, and then with my extended family, and then with the world at large. I wonder if people don’t look at me and decide I don’t require any extra treatment or normal treatment, don’t deserve???

I do what they want when they want. They do what they want when they want. My relationship with my Aunt and Uncle. If you do for people what they want when they want come a seldom will you find that sort of sacrifice or love reciprocated. The only person I ever knew to do this was my grandmother -perhaps where I learned it from.

If you wanted to produce another Marlon Brando how would you go about it? Would you want to? How could you do it without all the pain and agony [self-doubt, self-loathing] that goes along with it? If we can build a Marlon Brando then we can build involve someone who can take us further and further into the future progressively. Perhaps it isn’t all about progress though. Something more…