Perhaps the reason you cannot change in certain areas is because somewhere inside you believe it’s wrong “not to”…

When I get around people, when I get around people who have good things happening I feel small and envious. It’s been that way much of my life -I thought about not spending as much time around people so that I wouldn’t have to feel those feelings. It’s hit and miss. Earlier on I was never very good at staying away from people in spite of this. Today… At this stage it just feels like the life’s gone out of me.

Some people have to work hard to be an asshole some people have to work hard not to be an asshole.

I guess a lot of people are going to receive a free pass to heaven because they don’t know any better. Or they were misled. Never knew, or misled, don’t know any better.