If a person gives 2 pennies and it’s all they have, JESUS says that she gave or he gave more than the person who was rich and who gave 500 pennies only. What if it’s harder for a person who’s a millionaire millionaire to give 2 pennies than it is for a person who is poor to give 2 pennies in their mind or in their heart? Who has the greater merit? Who sacrificed more from within themselves?

Am I doing penance or charity with my aunt and Uncle -I guess either way it’s a good thing.

I have to transition from expecting worldly rewards to accepting is accepting godly ones. It is incredibly hard these transitions God asks for. God teaches us. I’m so tired, dejected right now I can’t even correct the spelling of God right now. Every day that I go out there in to the world I come back dragging my feet brought down, less of a person for having associated with the people here.

Mary Magdalene, The Blessed Virgin mother Mary, Many of the the Apostles lead lives of solitude. I’m trying to find some inspiration for the life I’ve come to.