Most people choose not to look into the abyss. A few choose not to look into too deeply. And the one’s that do, some of which are songwriters, philosophers, fiction, non-fiction writers, speakers… Many of these people are either anesthetized or dead. I don’t feel very good about my circumstance but GOD seems to be holding me up. Oh I forgot to mention many of these people who who choose the path of addiction or suicide also suffer from being alone or feeling disconnected in their relationships. I am alone, I am still sober, just about every day I get my messages from GOD [MY DAILY BREAD->MY MISSION FOR THAT DAY] looking into the abyss, and most days I’m OK.

Which is more powerful money or the human spirit? Well money pretty much stays the same but it’s the human spirit that seems to fluctuate. So in answer to the question, I would have to say it is entirely dependent upon ‘the variable”. What we as human-beings place value on! This is an ongoing struggle. And the nature of this booming economy isn’t helping things any.

Some of us are trying to run away from this new found existence outside of Eden; some of us are trying to survive it; some of us are trying to exploit it; and some of us are simply doing the best we can [yrying] to enjoy it.

How many women did I get involved with before really knowing them? And how many of them did I regret getting involved with later down the road question maroad? Just about all of them.