A lot of people never realize what the best part of a relationship is.

I think my biggest problem today besides people is the fact that I’m afraid of them. It’s important for people like that to find someone they’re not afraid of.

Talking to Ana this morning on the phone on Easter Sunday 2022, making the comment that my aunt just doesn’t get it. I realized I too don’t get it. I’m free yet my mind chooses to keep me in bondage. I have almost everything in the world to be grateful and happy for and yet I carry this yeah I carry this chip on my shoulder, this dagger in my heart 💙

Being cool is for example not doing stupid things. Drinking and drugging. Running red lights or speeding or racing. Cheating on your family. Taking unnecessary risks. Being cool is about being where you’re supposed to be when you’re supposed to be doing what you’re supposed to be doing. Taking care of yourself and those you care about and not putting that at risk in any way shspe or form.

People in the 50s, 60s and seventies set a precedence, that of not understanding the true essence of freedom. Freedom isn’t about breaking down barriers, especially when you’re already free. It’s about responsibility and sanity and right choices and and protecting what you’ve been blessed with and respecting what is right. What it is not is about doing whatever you feel like to prove that you are not or not answerable to anyone. God, your parents, the system… Those you love.