I was tired of people before I ever really understood them. And now through some reading that I think I do a little more….. All the more.

Many people do not so much care as do what they to do to get what they want or need. You look at a certain actor and they’re biography and you’re given the impression that they never really gave a s*** about anything. Do they really not give a s*** or was it a front? Did they not give a s*** because they were still able to get what they basically wanted and needed anyways? Unlike most of us they didn’t have to give a s*** to get what they wanted or needed? Or the 3rd one, maybe they never gave a shit because what they wanted most they could never achieve or attain? Or did they simply carry that attitude through life because they learned a long time ago that the rest of the world did so in kind? 2 alcoholic parents can’t be a very carrying experience. You look at many businesses in corporate America, they used to care about what people thought because people cared [and based on upbringing the people running these business probably cared too]. Now that people don’t so much care, Or feel powerless to do anything about it since I’ve chosen not to be United as a country and society, crporate America doesn’t seem too either. The attitude seems to be as long as the money keeps pouring in who cares. So using this as a model how many people really care, and how many people only do what they need to do to meet the criteria of the day regarding social norms that to do otherwise would deprive them of getting what they want or need? If you did a study where people didn’t have to follow social norms in order to get what they wanted or needed how many would do so accordingly?

There’s a difference between being drawn to an interesting person and a good person. If you know what I’m trying to say.

In everything there is always something to be discovered -i’m guessing.