If you have any innocence to you whatsoever… I remember when I 1st started cheating in my relationship after I found her and her ex husband in our bedroom apartment together. I was fueled by deep resentment and hurt. Typically, these 2 things can keep a person going for a very long time -While inside you slowly deteriorate/rot. I got pretty good at looking at her in the eye and lying straight up. What that whole ordeal did to me for 7 and a 1/2 years.. I never want to forget and I never want to repeat! Which is part of the reason I’ve been sitting home for the last 4 and a 1/2 plus years -licking my wounds.

•Title credited to “Cuts You Up“, a song by English musician Peter Murphy, from his third solo studio album, Deep (1989). It was released as a single in 1990 through Beggars Banquet Records. The song became Murphy’s most successful release, topping the US Billboard Modern Rock Tracks chart and appearing on the Billboard Hot 100 and Billboard Album Rock Tracks charts. [Source: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cuts_You_Up].

UNREQUITED LOVE

•One of the things I absolutely adore about Daisy is that I seem to be on her radar about 50% of the time! When I’m in a relationship with a woman that’s very similar for me as well on my end. Sadly, in the vast majority of cases it wasn’t reciprocated.*

Sean McGuire: You’re not perfect, sport, and let me save you the suspense: this girl you’ve met, she’s not perfect either. But the question is whether or not you’re perfect for each other. [Source:https://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/good_will_hunting/quotes/#:~:text=Will%20Hunting%3A%20Liberty%20is%20a,no%2C%20that’s%20the%20good%20stuff.].

*A lot of people push people away -and a lot of people don’t push people away that they should. 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♂️ I suppose that’s the whole definition of dysfunctional -doing something when you shouldn’t, and not doing it when you should.

**I never really cried in front of Ana -sometimes this is the best thing to do and sometimes it isn’t. But I guess what matters is whether it’s best for you (and let the chips fall where they may).

***Some people think kindness is weakness -Which would explain why (I suppose) we have more strong people than weak people running around out there in the 🌎 right? 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♀️