Looking back I can see where God didn’t want me to perhaps pursue some it’s pursued something of my own accord or on my own timeline or that it was basically a bad choice. I was told a long time ago that reflection his vital

They say in Alcoholic Anonymous that almost invariably we put ourselves in positions based on self to be hurt later on 🤔 – I’m wondering if that also goes for trying to do loving and kind deeds for people you care about -and being hurt in the process?

I read somewhere once – Do you expect God to reward you here on Earth and in heaven? Do you expect a wonderful life down here as well as in the afterlife? One is a reward so how can there be two rewards? How can you expect to be rewarded for being rewarded?