Hello, my name is ADOY (pseudonym). Welcome to our web page. I hope you will find it both useful and informative in your journey as that is precisely the purpose of this site. Bringing awareness and fresh new insights which may ultimately lead to the improvement of relationships with yourself, others, and a God of your own understanding if you so choose.

First of all, I have chosen to remain anonymous not for purposes of secrecy but for the sole purpose of avoiding receiving credit of any kind for what has been written. In addition, I wrestled with the idea of a book or books versus the website and determined that reaching as many people as possible (for free) was far more important, and effective, than a book and making money. What the future holds in that regard I know not. But I try to rely on God as I understand Him to guide my future.

While this is a not-for-profit web page, @ some point we may set up a donation fund to help those in need – I know nothing about this sort of thing other than that constant thought of others is one basic rule-of-thumb I have been taught over the years to live by. And by no means am I perfect in this regard.

At some point the site should have full interactive capabilities (whatever that encompasses via hostgator and it’s tools @ any given time). Questions are welcome as well as your own insights – the purpose of the sight is to explore Truth in a benign and beneficial atmosphere. I do not have all the answers, but God does, so perhaps collectively we can inch a little closer to those Truths which can and will make our world, the inner and the outer, a better place for all.

In closing, this website was formally registered March 31st 2012 – Easter Sunday if memory serves me correctly. The writings to be posted on here began coming to me some where around Spring or Fall of 1991. An estimate of some 50,000 or more have been accumulated to date. Most, sadly have either been lost or misplaced. It was a great struggle for me in the early going to write. I was not a particularly good student in school and still had numerous unresolved issues resulting from rather torrid (British) childhood experiences. But we will do our very best with what we have to work with.

One final note: The subject matter presented here is quite vast and often very intimate or personal in nature. However, a search for truth (a common theme these days is “your truth” or/versus “my truth”). Humans, including myself have an inclination towards choosing to believe things which are easy, comfortable, have a tendency to ease our fears, and justify selfish attitudes and behaviors, and too, the maintenance of limited or faulty belief systems which ultimately cause us trouble (in our relationships among other things) and limit our full potential. My personal intention is to be helpful to others – but often times help can either be misconstrued, even twisted in perception when one is either ill-prepared for it or simply operating from a place of ego or closed-mindednedness-heartedness-spiritedness.

Thank you for this opportunity and may God Bless

With warm regards,

ADOY

☆☆My Mother’s birthday is tomorrow and it would have been her 82nd. That has been chosen as the official launch date for the first post. She lost her battle with uterine cancer and alcoholism in 1984 @ the early age of 45. I wish to dedicate this site first of all to the many people in our world struggling to find answers on their journey – may you find some of them here as a traveler in the desert seeks a spring of cool, fresh water – an Oasis of sorts. Secondly, to my Mother, Jane Isabel Hurd July 6th, 1939 – October 2nd, 1984. May you finally be at peace wherever you are!