Some people don’t have the ability, or the willingness blindness to combat their negative thoughts, they’re negative inclinations.

Businesses are set up primarily as profit makers. In order for an individual to make a profit, someone else has to pay for…. Theft, insurance, damage, stupidity, neglect… I mean if somebody does not run their business responsibly responsibly, who’s gonna know that the consumer is paying for their mistakes? I saw some very disappointing practices from my cousin when he owned a business. He ran everything essentially, whether it was on the up-and-up or crossing the line. If I learned anything from this experience it’s that business owners have too much leeway. Too much say-so. Too much 🔋 power!

Playoffs for example, are set up to where they ultimately lead to a particular scenario or situation. A certain scenario is actually required at some point. In not all cases however is it reached. We call this a tie.

This week with Daisy has taught me something; She is completely reliant on me, and therefore gives me the majority of her attention. I wonder if something in this experience it tells me the reason the reason why my relationship with numerous women was anything but the is anything but this sort of experience. Not the reliant on me completely part, but the part about giving the majority of their attention to me as I did to them. I was not reliant on them materially in most cases, and yet emotionally I gave most of my attention to them. I can’t help but wonder if there isn’t a correlation with women, regarding the degree of reliance and the degree to which they are willing to give themselves emotionally. It’s sad if this is the case. I gave myself emotionally because I wanted something special – Perhaps you could say goes far as to say, something special I never had growing up. So what if that’s the case 🤷‍♂️🤷🏻‍♀️ Absence makes the heart grow fonder – Apparently, some of these women I dated -didn’t have absence growing up. Yet if they did, they didn’t experience the same reaction to the loss or emptiness or void that I did!