If you were dropped into a 100 separate scenarios involve involving different individuals place under your care, how would you fair? Could you succeed in all of them? Could you succeed in some of them? Could you succeed in some of them? Could you succeed and none of them? You see this question presents one of the most important points concerning our being, our existence here.

Many people who rape, many people who pillage, their reasoning is founded in, justified by fear and anger. Pray to God these be relieved in them.

In the later years of my relationship with Ana, fear and resentment spurred my behavior. My infidelity. My terse conduct towards her. I got what I wanted then, which is to say that I allowed my fear and my anger and my hurt to root my hurt to rule my conduct, but in the end I didn’t get what I wanted -HER and the simple life we shared with many happy moments. Moments I never experienced with even the closest people in my past, parents, siblings… If I hadn’t mentioned it before I’ll mention it now, I experienced more joy and happiness in 7 or 8 years with Ana then with all the other people I had ever known over a 45 year period. Ana as the 1st person and I guess really the only one I have ever genuinely felt close to in my entire life. That said, the more of something we have in abundance the more we are apt to take it for granted. The less of something we have in abundance the less we are apt to take it for granted. The more we are apt to feel it in the marrow of our bones. This is one of those cases where where in the 57 years of my existence, I have known but one true ❤ 😍