I have treated women in my past as sexual objects of pleasure. Though many didn’t seem to complain.. Ana come the woman I love, I just can’t seem to find it in me to treat her as such. Jesus says we should treat our wise like daughters, like sisters sisters, even like mothers and like mothers at times. After many many years, though I though I love Anna dearly as a companion the companion, mama has a potential companion, I feel these other feelings as well. Unfortunately, I don’t think she understands this. She sees my lack of madd sexual desire only as rejection 😔

Thinking about it, I never really treated anyone very well in my formative years. It’s hard to do so and you don’t think much of yourself or humanity in general. 😔

When a body part for example gets moved out of place just a hair from God’s original specifications (injury, long-term work related…), it often results in malfunctions, pain, limitations….