Nothing’s ever a waste of time unless we refuse to make use of it. Refuse to remember it. Place the appropriate value on it. 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏾‍♂️

They don’t call smart people “smart” for nothin’!

There is 2 kinds of people in the world: The kind that need to sell something they have and get as much as they possibly can; and the kind that don’t need to sell something they have and get as much as they possibly can -but do anyways!

You take for example people who have affairs, inaudible instances is it a simple matter of selfishness, thoughtlessness. When I had made the decision to cheat on Ana, there was a terrific sense of pain, loss… Sometimes it’s easy to cheat on people and sometimes it’s the hardest thing in the world to do. This was one of those times where she pushed me rather than me simply thinking of myself as I had done some many times in the past, with previous relationships. After that point I had not even wanted to look at another woman -Ana had become everything to me. I thought I had finally found the person I would spend the rest of my life with. From a child I had decided I wanted to be the kind of man who met a woman very young and life and spent the rest of his life with her. After the disappointment of certain realities in my relationships early on, I reached a point of Spring from one bed to the next to the next to the next to the next some 50 60 70 times. I think my plan was a good one.

You know calm I just don’t have it in me to go out and find somebody anymore. Ana was my great love, my great hope! 😔