When humanity, when the powers that be for example, refuse to be just, or forthright with you -it’s time to rise [spiritually] above human affairs!

I believe there to be two primary emotions motions towards humanity, love and contempt! I’ve spent much of my life experiencing [from], as well as feeling [projecting] contempt!

Once certain traits have taken root in an individual, they can remain with them the rest of their natural lives; unless a very vigorous [consistent and aggressive] effort is made to root them out.

A) Vigor has never been one of my strengths [Many people who lack bigger along with a couple of other traits it’s will be relegated to suffering the pangs of certain negative traits througet if traits throughout their lives along with those people nearest to them];

B) I [observed and] adopted many negative traits in my very early life. Hence, it has been a very turbulent existence at times.

I sometimes imagine, wonder I should say, what kind of a person I would have turned out to be had things been very different for me it’s a different for me during my formative years. A father I could respect and bond with; a mother I could give and receive love from.