Sometimes, that much sought after relief DOESN’T COME! The greatest example is when Jesus says “My GOD, why have YOU forsaken ME?” The trials of man, the stories in the Bible often come down to this; if my SON endured it for your sake…; If MY VIRGIN BRIDE endured it for your sake, then why not you for theirs! Many Saints were not granted relief in the form, nor at the time they felt their most desperate need! AND SO IT GOES!

My lifelong wish, to draw close to and share my life with another human-being, TO BE LOVED AND VALUED in stark contrast to my childhood experiences. Perhaps this will be my ✝️-to be denied this!

Many people think the gist of life is this wonderfully adventurous, wonderfully exploitative experience where they, live life to its’ fullest as much as possible before going into the ground for good. Talking about having it all wrong; Talking about shirking one’s own spiritual responsibilities… 🤷‍♂️ Or maybe they serve as some sort of example to the rest of us! If you know what I mean?