Some people don’t know how to be there for themselves, and they’ve never really had anyone else be there for them either. It’s a strange, strange existence.

Sometimes when something occurs in our life, It’s not the part of it that fails that we should be resting our hopes [our joy, our gratitude] upon, but something else; some other area of the experience.*

Jesus’ mindset, HIS focus most often seemed to be on the people around HIM! How bout us?

*even at times further down the line spawned from it 🤔

Nothing’s ever a waste of time unless we refuse to make use of it. Refuse to remember it. Place the appropriate value on it. 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏾‍♂️

They don’t call smart people “smart” for nothin’!

There is 2 kinds of people in the world: The kind that need to sell something they have and get as much as they possibly can; and the kind that don’t need to sell something they have and get as much as they possibly can -but do anyways!

You take for example people who have affairs, inaudible instances is it a simple matter of selfishness, thoughtlessness. When I had made the decision to cheat on Ana, there was a terrific sense of pain, loss… Sometimes it’s easy to cheat on people and sometimes it’s the hardest thing in the world to do. This was one of those times where she pushed me rather than me simply thinking of myself as I had done some many times in the past, with previous relationships. After that point I had not even wanted to look at another woman -Ana had become everything to me. I thought I had finally found the person I would spend the rest of my life with. From a child I had decided I wanted to be the kind of man who met a woman very young and life and spent the rest of his life with her. After the disappointment of certain realities in my relationships early on, I reached a point of Spring from one bed to the next to the next to the next to the next some 50 60 70 times. I think my plan was a good one.

You know calm I just don’t have it in me to go out and find somebody anymore. Ana was my great love, my great hope! 😔

A guy on eBay finds a terrific price on the camera. He patiently awaits the delivery of his item through the mail mail, and when it arrives it turns out to be a rock inside of a little box rather than the $2800 camera he presumably bought for only $850. Later on down the road the road they catch the perpetrators and question them. One of his remarks is “Why would you think anyone would sell a $2800 camera to you for $850, DO YOU THINK I’M STUPID?”. The victim replies to the man “Human beings do stupid things all the time, so sure why not? What could be mistaken as stupidity couldn’t reality be desperation it be desperation -among other things”. It’s true, people do stupid things all the time -that is if that’s the way you want to look at it. People sell things all the time for ridiculous prices and people pray on that and then make a ton of money. Happens every day! Now you or I may not be the benefactor, the person at the right place it’s not the right place and the right time, with the money to capitalize on a situation like this high from but there are people out there in the world that make a living by doing things like this. Pawn shops for example. Well it’s true that it’s not in people’s nature to take a loss or give things away, It’s equally true that for whatever reason it happens all the time. It may be one in a 100 or it may be 1 and a 1000 but when you think about 7 billion people on this planet… it amounts to quite a bit. Unfortunately, it’s like the lottery, it only comes in along here and there. Every now and again somebody on eBay gets a great deal out of a 100. Most of the time you pay or you get scammed. I’m speaking of high dollar items like these cameras that are very hot right now.

I’ve never been smart that way!

I can only speak for myself personally: When a very very young infant child I’m a child experiences yet considerable trauma at the hands of thanks of a human being; in such a fashion as to feel abandoned or abandoned or forgotten by anything or anyone; he forms two very deep and powerful perspectives/mindsets:

1. A deep-seated regard for man

2. Very little regard for God, to the extent of disdain perhaps

What I mean to say is during this period, who had the greater impact on the child? 🤔

Mankind is infatuated with himself, with his needs, and if that weren’t bad enough -his desires!

Just because you didn’t think of it [1st], doesn’t mean it wasn’t in you first!

Just as I have had thoughts that I discovered later on were shared by others [before I had them]; you too will discover through some of these of these writings; that you too have had thoughts that you discovered later on were shared by others [before you had them]. Brilliant minds think alike?

Human beings have too much respect for authority. We go along with things we shouldn’t at times. Always revolving around are comforted in their sense of things things rather than right from wrong. Rather than the bigger picture.

I can defeat you without even resorting to spiritual principles.

We have the ability to bring out the worst and people are the best in them. Those whether by choice, or by nature or by character bring out the worst in people think mankind is shit. Well those whether by choice, or by nature, or by character bring out the best in people, think mankind is the best! 🤷‍♂️🤷🏿‍♀️

Is this as good as it gets; I mean with people? All my life I’ve fought against selfishness; thoughtlessness… 🤷‍♂️

The way the system is set up it’s too easy to get into debt and too hard to get out of it. Something needs to be done about it besides simply putting the putting the responsibility on the individual. The system has set it up as such. Therefore they have responsibility as well.

Many people DO NOT, will not understand the dichotomy of many Saints. Their own flawed nature -as if, unlike their fellow human-beings they are not entitled to err, or be flawed in any way! Otherwise they’re just hypocrites [like so many of us].

Keeping the faith; against all odds; is a good character trait; and therefore pleasing to God!

Where would we be if we had to do things for the sake of the welfare of our fellow human being rather than for profit?

1) The world would definitely be a better place

2) But the real question is how many people would jump on board? How many people would be willing to work to make the world a better place as opposed to making their own lives better strictly?

You spoil someone is a child and there’s a good chance some of that will remain with them throughout the rest of their life.

Many people are becoming increasingly concerned with making money while doing so by demonstrating a decreasing concern for for morals and values it is which protect our children among other things. I mean these commercials parading around sex and insinuating sex with our children watching? We already know for example that the tobacco company’s cared little for people’s health it’s health by trying to lie and disguise the dangers of smoking. We already know that in many cases they were targeting youth. Who the hell are these people?

Purities what matters not property or power or position or p…

It’s always the guy with a vision -and uh… what’s that other thing called?

You put a group of people together and there’s always a leader who emerges.*

You know, these commercials that are just pushing sex openly without any regard for God’s commandments of marriage…. Paraphernalia and aphrodisiacs and so forth… DUMB! DUMB! DUMB! What are you people doing to our children? The scary thing is that man continues to push the envelope as time goes on dawn-which is to say we haven’t seen the end of it yet -nor worst of it! Where does all this shit end? The answer is it doesn’t! I think we’ve seen enough to know that this is a never ending cycle now. Change! Evolution! Decension! Money money money money money. If you alter the landscape of mankind, the face of mankind, you can ascend to power!

*A leader is the guy who just happens to have a little more than the next guy -not necessarily a lot [going for himself] just a little bit more than the next guy [who may not have anything going for himself whatsoever]. You could take a group of the lowest of the lowest, and somebody will emerge a leader most likely.

There are different types of poverty to grow up in. There are different types of poverty which affect us.. I cannot say I grew up poor financially financially although we were but we were not quite middle class either. In the seventies my grandmother earned $18 a-day, 5 days a week to support us both along with my father’s drinking and drug habit 🤷‍♂️ Quite often I suffered from emotional poverty. Poverty of safety. Poverty of adequate guidance. Poverty of healthy role modeling for a young boy.

Peace with everything with[in] yourself; Peace with everything outside of yourself -that is the true sign. A manor of living, or a society whose structure disturbs one’s peace is volatile both physically and spiritually!

Anger presents itself in two ways:

•in a burst

•in a slow, constant drip

God likes diversity that’s why HE created it as such. I look at all these commercials with mixed couples, and mixed breed individuals… And it makes me wonder 🤔 Is it mankind’s intention to eliminate diversity from the earthquestion mark. Let me also add, God loves diversity, HE doesn’t however like racism or bigotry. But melding all of the races together is one way of eliminating one form of racism. And then with a little mind control, you can even eliminate bigotry of personality. Then you can have one United world. United under one leader which I suppose is where someone is hoping this will all go. Clearly it’s not God at the top of certain people’s lists of commander and chief.

One is a very magical number in the world. If you have one giant Walmart supplying the needs of the world, then you can systematically shut the whole thing down at will if you are in charge of it. If you have a bunch of many businesses this is granting the needs of the needs of the world come it’s much more difficult for one entity to shut it down. Another one is that of controlling the world. If there are a bunch of different of different countries which are not in agreement with one another, how can one rule the world? But if you eliminate these barriers then you open up the possibility of ruling the world. I’ll say it one more time, the Anti-Christ has to come in the form of a savior for mankind. Which means that mankind has relegated its future to something other than itself. It’s better to take your future in your own hands than to give it over to the wrong entity. If you cannot give your future over to God then at least avoid giving it to satan. If you cannot trust in God -then trust in no one at all!

Unity; ah yes, there are 2 kinds of unity:

1) Unity which allows one man [or devil] to singularly rule over the masses.

2) One 🌎 under GOD 🙏🏻🤷‍♂️🤷🏿‍♂️🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️

If first we do away with diversity of races what’s next; diversity of personality? 1984! Isn’t that whether it appeared to be? I don’t remember all the characters in the movie, and I haven’t read the book. I know that the personalities were were restricted. I don’t remember if the members were all white white or white and black and chinese… But it would have been an interesting twist to have everyone depicted as an amalgam of races!