When you have someone in your employment, charged with your care and safety. When you feel safe, who is in charge? When you feel threatened, who is in charge? Think about it!! 🇺🇸🤔🇺🇸

They’re just words created to represent resent a certain reality as closely as possible-but none the less, they’re just words. You could slap any kind of a word to a reality. Does it really make a difference? I’m sure it does and so far far is what’s happening within us. But in another sense, in other cases, … IT’S THE REALITY…!!!

There is a trick to people working together as a team. One is extremely hard work and practice, the other is natural chemistry, the other is similar experience… In any case, if people who have lived together for decades are not on the same page, then what do you expect from people out on the world the world who have known each other but a little while, who only spent a few hours here and there together? When beings working together and in unison it’s not our greatest strength. Human beings thinking alike is not our greatest strength. As a matter of fact -we take pride in our freedom,, and our ability to act otherwise/to the contrary! “Ohhhh, but ain’t that America!” 🇺🇲

Anytime something goes down among humans human beings come and there’s always something going down -there always seem to be multiple opportunities. And this is where people are generally at their worst!

It doesn’t feel 2nd rate or 2nd class when you’re on top of the world or when you have the world on the tip of your finger. That’s the allurement, the facade!

There are people who know things, and then there are people that know things, and thennnnnnn… THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THINGS!

There are things which do not demand our utmost attention, and rightly so. There are those things which demand our utmost attention, and rightly so. To be, TO BE ENVELOPED IN SOMETHING THAT DEMANDS OUR UTMOST ATTENTION, AND RIGHTLY SO -AHHH!!!! 🤔

It’s one thing for an individual Decatur to his own to his own illness or or issues, but when society itself jumps on board for whatever reason i.e. $$$$$ There is something seriously wrong when society, the supposed conscience of the wayward individuals becomes a part of the problem -WE’RE REALLY SCREWED!

The idea of being a friend to myself has eluded me all of my life. In recent months the notion has materialized materialized in the form of certain actions and attitudes as such. It’s very comforting, but at the same time to think that I’ve lived all of my life without this… that many people in this country, and in the world have lived their lives without it… It’s very disturbing! Not just thinking about being a friend to one’s self, but actually being one is both surreal and Not just thinking about being a friend to oneself to oneself, but actually being one is both surreal and gratifying on a level indescribable.

It’s so easy for some of us to just allow someone to step in and take care of things for us. In many instances that is in fact the case. And those of us who have no such person? Perhaps we are better for at! 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏿‍♂️

Why is it so often that often that when people who love us dearly pass away, we go out and do something something completely contrary to what they would wish us to do? Why do we so often honor people in such a fashion?

What person on this planet doesn’t O God? If we paid HIM back a mere fraction, all the troubles of mankind would be resolved.

The fog just occurred to me, who wants to see commercials with a complete family, when they themselves are experiencing a broken one? Are we hitting that direction? Hell come of the people putting together all these different different forms of propaganda seem limitless in terms of their..

I get the feeling that God would if HE could, but:

•Sometimes it’s out of HIS 👐

•Sometimes it’s outside the scope of HIS values;

•And sometimes it’s not in our best interest though we may not agree. THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN LORD 🙏🏻

Based upon my own personal experience with myself, with myself, a person who gets extremely angry when losing, sees themselves as a loser before that game/competition even started.

Trust is an issue in this country. You may not know what it’s like since you are not a man come to walk onto a playground where there are women and children and have their behavior change because of your presence.I think it’s the biggest bunch of bullshit in this country that for many many years now we have been tolerating a mistrust for one another. This is unacceptable! Something should have been done about it from the beginning. It’s a bunch of bullshit that a man has to walk onto a playground and be treated that way. And it’s a bunch of bullshit that a woman has to be on guard with their children on a playground just because a man steps on to it. What kind of a country is this where people cannot or do not trust one another? If we who were born on this soil cannot trust one another, then what the hell are we doing bringing foreigners onto our lands increasing that mistrust? The answer is money What, we don’t pop out enough babies in this country fast fast enough to keep up with the growing needs of the elite?

If a person who is untrustworthy has a problem with being treated like they can’t be trusted, that’s their problem. If a person feels untrusting of a person that is trustworthy, it’s trustworthy, then that is their problem. Don’t make it the other person’s problem in either case! And if you yourself do not trust a person who is trustworthy, that’s your problem!

As with most things, the reshaping of this country will produce cash produce casualties. If people who were involved early on in the creation of the Christian faichristian faith gave up when they saw what lie ahead regarding regarding others, what lie ahead for themselves as well, Christianity never would have gotten off the ground. 🤷🏿‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

The song “I Want to Know What Love Is”, could that be God imploring us?

Many people in the world feel that the state of the world is a balance that is necessary. Well I suppose it is if you feel the need to be above your fellow human beings?

If you live in a small town in a poor state, moving to California right out of high school like my family did decades ago, would be a wonderful investment still. I don’t see any of the people that I went to school with here in the town I live in, and they probably did like their parents and moved out to California, bought a house, had the value of that house increase 3 times what it was anywhere else in the country, retire at 60, return back to their old roots, buy a house and have a bunch of money left over -or by 2 houses. The trend probably isn’t going to stop anytime soon. You can probably move out to California right now at an early age, buy a house for $600000, work for 2030 years, rehere’s, retire and sell that house for 2 million and return back to wherever it is you came from with a boat load of money.

I was watching the documentary on Simon Wiesenthal. It said one man can make a difference towards the end of the document. My question is why was it only one man?One man who started this whole thing and remained vigilant throughout? Why not 10? Why not 100? Why not 1000? Why not every single survivor of the concentration camps of Germany and Austria? Why? Why? Why?Why is it always one person? Who invents the toaster? Who invent sliced bread?If we’re going to start something you need willingness.. But maybe willing this alone isn’t enough. Maybe it takes more than willingness. Maybe there were a lot of people who had the same thoughts as Simon, but they didn’t know what or how to go about it.Maybe it takes more than willingness; Or, maybe you need to channel that willingness in whatever direction is necessary to accomplish the goal. Branches of a tree? Seldom does any one thing make for success?

People like to dilute the truth these days by saying “it’s your truth” or “it’s your opinion”. I suppose I Einstein was giving his opinion as well! Martin Luther king? Saint Francis of Asissi? The Wright Brothers? Ghandi? Jesus? Funny how people often pull this ploy when they are in disagreement with what one has to say.

A couple of reasons we experienced so little success with regard to the issues in our world:

1) We don’t feel the need to act with regard to certain issues.

2) We are at odds with one another*

PEOPLE ARE WHAT IS IMPORTANT!

Some people cannot build a connection with another human being no matter how hard they try Some people cannot break the connection with another person no matter how hard they try. The latter is the case with Ana and myself. Not that I want to come it just seems to exist!

*So the things we are successful at, what are the key ingredients or features of that success? Transpose them over to the things we are failing at and we will find success as well! What are the key obstacles absent or overcome in our successes which are present/insurmountable (as things stand) in our failings?

Try and be of good cheer! ☺

Anytime one saves a life -there is a good chance they have saved many [more future…].

There are things I feel much empathy 4 and things I do not. There are things I feel much empathy for and things I do not. Whereas in both cases I should! It’s a problem for me.

Generally speaking, someone you like has to do less to please you than someone you don’t like.

I was not wholly raised to care about people. Depending on which households were talking about here, it was more or it was less. I don’t know what I was doing as a child as I brought a lot of unnecessary negative attention to myself. So to say I was trying to survive under that guise that guise doesn’t seem to make much sense on the surface. I grew up being at odds with the world around me and that has continued throughout my life in varying degrees. It has slowed considerably in my later years. But still, something prevents me from getting close. What comes to mind is people who were very well adapted to societye’re split adapted to society growing up, and then they went to Vietnam and came back a changed person. I believe that who I might have been was drastically altered before I before I even had a chance to learn who learn who I was.

If your bed is dirty and you are clean come and you lay on your bed you will get the dirt from the bed on you. If you are dirty and the bed is clean, when you lay on it some of the dirt on you will pass to the bed. 🙏🏻 And so it is with….

The last couple of days I keep thinking “How can I change my state?” I do not have an altogether likable or personable way to me. I notice this in members of my family as well.

When you have an ungodly thought or inkling, and it seems to me so often they arrive, and I begin to manifest them through my own thoughts and feelings before I even realize I’m doing it.

What God is asking of me, Emma which is to say what God is asking of all of us, I find a tremendous struggle find a tremendous struggle which the majority of the time I do not win over. “I’M TIRED AND I FEEL ALONE MUCH OF THE TIME; GOD SEEMS COMFORT ME AND STRENTHEN ME AT INTERVALS!”