…I have struggled with acceptance -across the board! People, outcomes, circimstances, God, self… Acceptance is a part of every aspect of life, yes? A person lacking it if only to a reasonable degree…. 😔

I never accepted my father for who he was. I couldn’t! 😔 I couldn’t accept Ana, the woman I love for who she was. Her husband seems to have this trait in spades -it hurts to think about the many benefits of acceptance through observing him while at the same time thinking about all the loss, failure, turmoil his life lacked and mine was characterized due to this one simple principle rooted in -> [Humility -did this man have so much and I so little? 😢]. The I’ll treatment of my grandmother in return for her taking me in, providing a home, food, clothing -a lack of humility? It’s true, from a very early age, I HAD NO RESPECT FOR WOMEN. This has been characterized throughout my life. It seems, I continually find reasons in day-to-day life to find many women disdainful. How am I and my experiences any different from other men? I know there are plenty of people out there who disdain the opposite sex. Some who don’t care for people in general. 🤷‍♂️ I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY -IT’S A HURDLE I CAN’T SEEM TO OVERCOME.

So here we live on this planet. We can’t go anywhere beyond it -except in our imaginations. Supposedly some people have left this earthly round, but like everything else it’s not without its controversies. Mankind can never seem to agree on anything 🤷‍♂️

My father, God rests his soul 🙏🏻, probably taught me more about what not to do then what to do. Sometimes this is the pattern of living, the pattern of learning that certain people go through life with. It’s difficult to thrive this way unless you’re very good at it.

Many people appear to be successful in relationships in spite of their issues. I’m not one of them. What do you suppose is the difference? I think a person who wants to succeed in their relationships, feels somewhere inside of themselves that they are deserving, that in spite of certain obstacles, will. On the other hand, a person who is disadvantaged, and has mixed feelings about relationships with others [self, God], probably will not succeed.😔 (ME?)

How to go about feeling a feeling that is lacking inside of us?

How to stop liking something we like? How to stop wanting something we want? How to start trusting in something we mistrust

Our relationship with God like any other relationship starts with preconceived notions. And we build trust through experience with God just as we build trust with others through experience -Or would that be the other way around?

Some of us do seemingly appear to be able to set aside, to forget about certain periods of our lives without having actually made peace with it, without technically laying it to rest.

Sometimes it’s the things you don’t think about, that make all the difference in the world and what it is you want to achieve to achieve, and where does you want to go.

One should look for where they’re going inside, before they look for where they’re going outside -and sometimes where you’re going outside helps you to discover where you’re going inside. And sometimes where you’re going outside helps you to discover where you’re at, headed inside.

Some people:

•Observe

•Form an opinion

•Decide they like 👍 or 👎

•Voice their opinion to, or behind, or not…

•Act upon their emotions in a + or – fashion, or not.

That’s it!

What would:

•Jesus

•Einstein

•Bill W.

think 🤔

We’re only providing a small piece of the puzzle just to give those of you out there some perspective on this site. Atleast I hope we are!

Which is more pertinent, useful, essential: a discovery pertaining to the sciences, or; a discovery pertaining to (our own) humanity?*

*As Einstein may have put it (or perhaps did) “Without humanity there can be no science; and without humaneness, dare we tread the path of science”.

I don’t know how I managed any relationships in my early early years given my condition. I don’t know how it is that I have no relationships whatsoever in my later years given as far as I’ve come.*

*Everything written on this site, though not solely, is written with with other people in mind but in mind -other people like yourself!

People who have suffered trauma now are in the past, we’ll stay on a severe level for example. They have 2 hills to climb [Of course not everyone sees them as hills]:

• The trauma itself;

•The rigors of life itself;

• The shades of life which correlate with the trauma itself.

The notion of survival in this country is just a smokescreen for continuing to expand our capitalism(ist?) way of life -which feeds the excess of an ever-growing population! And ever-excessive population. How many extra hours in a given work week do you have to spend away from your family not just to earn a living, not just so somebody else can earn a living, but for all the excesses being amassed/coveted? How many extra hours do you [have to] work so somebody can be a billionaire?* Does this make any sense? IT’S NO LONGER SURVIVAL WHEN WE ENTER INTO EXCESS! And once again, how much of our time is being devoted to the system either voluntarily [for our own excesses] or [someone else’s] thus taking away from time spent strengthening family bonds, communal bonds, national bonds, global bonds? Does it make any sense to sacrifice the most important things for the less important things? It does if yours or somebody else’s priorities our mixed up.

You take your typical department store, how many things am I paying for as a consumer on top of the actual price and value of the item itself?

What makes the elite money in excess, you working for them, or you turning around and spending your paycheck, pouring it back into the system? Well if these assholes are as shrewd as I think they are, they get both going and coming. Or coming and coming.

Sidenote: If you wish to come out ahead consistently, karma and avoid all the hassles [assholes] that go along with the thrill of the chase, Focus your efforts:

•On the areas of life humanity, society have basically turned their back on [no more competing, backstabbing, selfishness];

•On the areas of life where resources are infinitely abundant and readily availed to you [no more fear, no more unmet need, no more being slighted].

*But we buy into it on the one end hoping at some point to arrive on the other end. It’s BS! I haven’t even mentioned all the have-nots (suffering) as a result of this game the upper half of society is playing.

It doesn’t matter how much money a person has in their pockets, what matters is how much God they have in their heart.

If you have never ventured into an area of life that is highly sought after by human beings, that is highly competitive, you are missing a very big chunk of your understanding of humanity. When I was very young I decided the kind of work I wanted to do was but to do was similar to that of my father’s love for the outdoors and for hands-on work. No issue there right? Well I’ve come to understand later in life that many people weren’t interested in that kind of work and that is why it it was so easy to gain work in this area necessary given my disadvantage socially.

This country is being filled more and more with people or with people who think that abnormal is normal. That 2nd tier conduct and attitudes and beliefs are 1st tier. So what are we gonna do about it?

Your biggest mistake is going into a relationship with an agenda. Many people not only have an agenda, but to do otherwise doesn’t make any sense to them. Seems itself unconscientable. Some people can’t do anything without an agenda.

I learned a long time ago that in most cases there’s another side to people that they are generally unwilling to show you unless you work at it. Seems to have become a part of my nature to bring that side out of people. It is a character-trait a lot of people seem to lack.

How many people placed in a position of authority are guilty themselves of… Some common ones, fornication, adultery… 🤷‍♂️

Do you believe a person has to be guilty of the same thing [of which they are preaching] in order to be considered a hypocrite? We’re all 😔 guilty of something 😬

“How I see things…” “HOW YOU SEE THINGS MICHAEL, IS WHAT’S GOTTEN US INTO THIS MESS IN THE FIRST PLACE”. (“Class Action” 1987).

The idea of dismissing all worldly interests, memories, sentiments, in favor of God is startling -seemingly impossible. Perhaps so without HIS help.

People are becoming more and more aware and focused in their selfishness. Just as I had predicted 25+ years earlier

Why does our learning curve become stunted with age? Self will?

It’s clear that a lot of people don’t believe they have a soul calm but they clearly believe they have a body. It’s a problem! What you believe in you tend to calm what you don’t believe in you tend to neglect. The more you believe in something the more you tend to it karma the less you believe in something the less you tend to it.

Women are not much of a challenge at all provided you bring them up rather than down.

You or I think we know about the worst atrocities man has committed towards his fellow man? We’d never look at humanity the same way again if we knew.

Judging by my repeated disappointments in outcomes, clearly I am not in touch with the reality that is the world.

You are angry because someone on a street corner sells you a fake rolex for $200. What about you trying to take advantage of a person by buying a suppose it genuine rolex for $200? I think that’s the way some of these people feel, that it’s you get me or I get you.

Few things are more predictable than people in their money.