At the end of the day, what a lot of women seek out when they are young versus what they end up with as they mature, is quite different.That’s it, the operative word is matured [more realistic?], their heads must come down out of the clouds and descend back to Earth. They start out looking for the best looking guy, the coolest guy… but in many instances end up with a regular guy because that’s the only way to attain stability and longevity in many instances. I’m no regular guy, never have been, probably never will be.

In certain circles among mankind you must sell yourself. Make yourself marketable. Whether it be financially, socio -economically, socially, personally…! You need to have some kind of a worth with regard to humanity. Being an incredible creation, a child of God alone in many people’s eyes isn’t gonna get it. And what of inspiring people to act, to evolve, to produce through acceptance and avoidance of criticism of peers? Where does that come into play? And what of us under achievers based upon this standard?

Many people get into relationships for many reasons other than love -the worst part of it at all is that in many instances they call it love. 😒

Is there an age that people haven’t died. Say, if you go by minutes?

We human beings have the not so uncanny ability to be able to think higher of ourselves than the facts warrant. Even though those facts perhaps have yet to be revealed. How is it that we human beings come to see ourselves as better than those who in certain situations act in a certain way, without even knowing ourselves how we would act or react in the same situation?

Many women take issue with a man who poses no challenge. Women are the ultimate huntresses would you agree? Men who overstay their welcome. And men who pose no challenge. How many women throw themselves at the feet of men who seem one breath away from being lost to them? It’s a game, Dennis and my brother Gabriel play which seems to work quite effectively. Many women fall for that which they can never seem to quite sink their nails into. Whereas they seem to take for granted those who readily avail themselves; a sort of masochistic anticipation. A domesticated male seems to be very very boring. A man who poses a challenge, a man who seems highly sought after by other women, seems to arouse something in women -whereas a man who in stark contrast, seems quite unappealing to many women. Girls just want to have fun. Girls want what they can have. Girls want what other girls want. Girls wanna know what all the hub up is about that other girls are into. They’re into. If they want it then surely there must be something there of value or intrigue. What about just being a good man? Doesn’t that get it for many of them? No it doesn’t. My brother plays this to the hilt -the player.

POWDER, WILLY WONKA AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY, YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE. The creators of each of these has a controversial or sordid background.

Whose happy? You? Me? God? All 3? 2? 1? Which one?

Is there anything worse than a person willing to do anything to stay alive?

I’ve got some kind of an issue, an ax to grind. I don’t know what’s eating at me. But I can’t quite seem to get “THERE”. The place where there’s no ax to grind. The place where there’s nothing to prove. I’m so afraid of being a non-entity. Which begs the question, all those other people who are just saying and doing in the rooms of Alcoholics Anonymous to my mind are they just non-entities? Because in my mind they have nothing stupendous, earth shattering, heart-pounding, bone-crushing to say in my opinion? Playing God are we?

We all have our limitations – But perhaps one of the more disturbing ones is our limitations with regard to holding on to others the others who care about us and who we care about. Who we once cared about, who once cared about us. 😔 Ana I feel slipping away though my own feelings have not changed.

MOST of us DO NOT accomplish many things via discipline or character, we are able to do so because it is who we were raised as. I have failed in many areas because I was not raised otherwise 🤬.

Oftentimes it’s not the actual taking advantage of an opportunity that is the point but rather the fact that God afforded us that opportunity out of his enduring lovenduring love and infinite wisdom.

There are 2 kinds of presentations:

1. The kind you sell

2. Is the kind that sell themselves

In tolerating or putting up with others. If you want to become stronger at a certain level you must advance to the next level. If you remain at the same level and try to become stronger your progress will be much slower. If you wish to master 20 pounds workout with 30.The same could be said of human beings. If you have trouble tolerating a particular group or type of person, if a person comes go in with a less desirable group and you will become stronger yet. Then then when you must deal with the former… you should be able to do so much more effectively.

Do you remember when you 1st recognized the benefit of learning. I mean with regard to a particular… going for not knowing to knowing?? And how it felt and how you were able to better perform or utilize….

Imagination vs. Intelligence

God doesn’t want you to stop caring about each other -HE just doesn’t want you sinning between one another!

If I am responsible for the effort, and God the outcome… Question, is an effort an outcome?

When I’m feeling down I often run across a checklist:

Am I pain-free?

Am I healthy?

Are my bills paid?

Do I have food? Shelter? Clothing?

Am I at odds with anyone?

If you threaten someone suspected of a crime with severe punishment if found 😔 guilty, in many instances they will lie. If you threaten someone suspected of a crime with ecstatic pleasures beyond their wildest dreams, in many instances they will lie. PEOPLE 😒

What % of Americans accused of a crime simply step forward and fess up [does the legal system actually discourage people (in certain instances) from cutting through all the red tape]? 🤔 Lawyers don’t get paid in these instances do they?

Why do we scare the hell out of people with punishment to the extent almost no one wants to fess up?

Why do we discourage people with mental-illness (various issues wreaking havoc in society) via threat of punishment to not come forth? IT’S NO GOOD!

For example, it’s one thing to not have respect for other people, it’s an entirely different thing to not want to have respect for people.

Most people’s problem is they don’t try hard enough, or they don’t try at all. On the other hand, some people’s problem is they try too hard. Like me when it comes to people.

Instead of fear, mistrust, bitterness, we should be encouraging safety, trust, goodwill towards one another. Just what the hell are we doing in this world and in this country that we’re not propagating the latter?

Don’t you think there’s something very wrong with a nation filled with people who are fearful and untrustful of one another? How can something like this go without being addressed when so many smaller issues are continually being addressed? As with alcoholism, we think our fearfulness and untrustfulness of others is the solution not the problem. In reality it’s a symptom of the problem just as drinking is a symptom of the problem..

If, you cannot take a slap on the cheek and keep your emotions in check, I say you are just as much a part of the problem as the instigator. Perhaps just as many yeah just as many destructive outcomes occur if outcomes occur via people who feel justified in their actions. You think about it

When I was younger I spent much of my time thinking about getting between a woman’s legs. I didn’t even think about the things I might do that would improve my chances of getting between a woman’s legs. I just thought about getting between a woman’s legs. Which of course isn’t the most advantageous approathat advantage is approach. A lot of men think the same way while others think the other thing the other way. In either case, I suspect men spend a great deal of time thinking about how to get between a woman’s legs. That’s the highest aspiration you or I can think of… no wonder the country’s going to shit

God rewards effort not outcome. God is responsible for 5he outcome, I’m responsible for the effort-so why would HE reward me for the outcome? You see, some men not only believe they are responsible for the outcomes and lifecomma but the people they are paying are responsible for the outcomes in life.

Life is the impetus for practicing the principles, leaning on God; second only to “Love for”.

instead of using people’s faults against them, to criticise, to exploit… as so many of we human-beings do with one another so often, GOD USES THEM TO THEIR OWN ADVANTAGE -THE BENEFIT OF OTHERS AS WELL.

I have chosen to use what was written about God by people inspired by God rather than to trust my own alcoholic mind to depict a God of my own understanding.

If regular people struggle with insanity, then what of us who have an alcoholic mind?