Many people lack the depth, the maturity, the faith, to fully grasp, to fully embrace, what it is that is happening in/to this country! 😔

It’s better as a spiritual being to do the wrong thing with good intentions than to do the right thing with bad ones -GOD DEALS FIRST-AND-FOREMOST WITH 💕 AND SECONDLY WITH SCENARIOS I BELIEVE! SCENARIOS COME AND GO. LIFE WAS CREATED FOR MAN, NOT MAN FOR LIFE!

Can you feel life testing you, pushing you to your limits? Some of us don’t get it, I know I didn’t for many years, decades. This is a more significant and in some cases, more pervasive feature of [some] people’s lives. We grow by having our limits tested voluntarily, willfully [subconsciously or consciously]? We’re not here to enjoy life though some of us like to think so. And those of us who manage, I believe it’s an example to all of us; a lesson to all of us; a warning; an inspiration for some. Different men are inspired by different things -but of course you knew that already 🤷‍♂️🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ I do things for people and I seldom get the response I expect, or hope for -and almost never in a timely fashion when I do. This is just one example, my example. It pushes me to learn patients, acceptance, to keep my expectations low, to do things with the right motive, to do things for the doing itself, for GOD, for me [only]?

If God were to speak something to you of your rival, something in the form of “there is no competition; there is no comparison”; what would your thinking be? That he or she is better than you, or that you are better than he or she?

Finish your dreams [upon awakening].

Food?? [Can’t remember now 😏]. 30-45 seconds later. Thank you GOD 🙏🏻: The other day coming back from the airport I was asked to pick up a couple of sausage egg mcmuffins from my Uncle. I mentioned in a previous post that I used the money from the gas I was given [to take my cousin and her daughter to the airport] to pay for them, and that I could tell that he wanted me to pay for them out of pocket, and not reimburse me. I was sore. He asked me how much did he owe me, I said nothing I used the money you gave me for gas. He immediately complied letting me know that he didn’t want a blue pay for whatever reason. My Uncle likes that kind of stuff, he likes to be treated good, respected highly… On a side note, I’m really beginning to understand much of the formation of my own personality personality at a critical time in my life when I lived with these people. Something I’ve suspected for many years in counseling -or post counseling. Sometimes, when we get the ball rolling in counseling, things start filtering through, sifting through months or years later. Anyways I let it go or so I thought after a few days. I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to just do [for these people; even though there is some selfishness,, some taking advantage -other people out of love manage do they not 😔🤷‍♂️] and not…. Anyways, I gotta call out of the blue yesterday from a buddy of mine, Juan Carlos. He asked how was doing and so forth….. I told them I was on my way to Walmart get a few things. One being the person he is, insisted that I come over and pick him up and he takes me to go get some groceries. $100 worth when all was set and done actually. GOD! Never lose hope! Never lose faith as I so often seem to*.

*Of course I got an extra bag of broccoli when my aunt 1/2 an hour earlier asked me to pick up for my Uncle after a report from the doctor revealed his blood was somewhat anemic? No my aunt asked how much it was about a 1/2 an hour after I arrived -I, once again started thinking they were going to take advantage. Well anyways as I was getting ready to leave she asked how much I owed, I said $7 calm as she looked at my Uncle -poor 👨; He’s right about her having him pay for everything. Well I took the money even though I didn’t pay a nickel for the broccoli. I immediately saw it as an opportunity to get back the money I paid for the sausage egg mcmuffins mcmuffins rather than trusting in God and being grateful for the $100 I had received in excess in access for my irritability the week before. I didn’t feel very good about it afterwards, and I asked God if I should return the money and he said no said no -but a lesson learned yes? Hopefully! I’m going to use it Sunday along with the gift card for Kane’s chicken, to pick up some food for us for the game on Sunday -49ers versus Cowboys. Gooooo Niners!

There’s few things worse in life than being a slave – But becoming one voluntarily might be one of them.

Compassion and caring MUST ALWAYS BE FOREMOST IN OUR 💕 AND IN OUR 🧠 🧠 MINDS!

JESUS implies that one of the main differences between HIMSELF, the doctrine HE spreads, and mankind and his own doctrine is “SELF-INTEREST”.

If there’s one area where one could call me a hypocrite in terms of these writings -It is that I do not go along with GOD allowing man to destroy as he does. Isn’t it enough to know what is in a man’s heart to judge him, to damn him, to save him, without allowing him to destroy that which YOU created?

What are the chances of a common man walking up to a superstar actress and getting a date with her? What are the chances of a superstar man walking up to a common woman and getting a date with her? There’s something very wrong with this picture.

“I wouldn’t kill for 5 cents let alone 5 billion dollars” Watching the movie “The Holcraft Covenant” with Michael Caine.

If I saw 5 billion dollars then gold bars on a pallet it’s done a pallet in somebody’s yard, If I saw 5 billion dollars in gold bars on a pallet in somebody’s yard, Aside from being in awe of never having seen 5 billion dollars in gold bars before, it wouldn’t mean much to me because it doesn’t belong to me. I guess I must be different from some people.

If you look at what JESUS represented! Then ask yourself, what do you represent?

GOD’S GOT EVERYTHING COVERED, EXCEPT FOR DELIBERATE ACTS OF WRONG-DOING COUPLED WITH A LACK OF REMORSE! SAVE FOR THE PRAYERS OF MOTHER’S!

How many of us are moved more by human power than by GOD’S power?

If you are going to take upon your shoulders the mantle of a progressive then you’d better damn well know where and when to be progressive and where and when to be a traditional!

CORRECT ME IF I’M WRONG -WE DON’T HAVE KINGS AND QUEENS IN THE COUNTRY?

People in this country regularly ditch people for the wrong reasons; People in this country regularly embrace [worship] people for the wrong reasons..CAN’T WE GET ANYTHING RIGHT?

How can we sleep at night? How can we look each other in the eye? When one part of this country is falling apart in the crisis while another part continues to flourish [even exploit]? 😔

Pro-choice?

Abortion?

Vaccination?

Life or death?

As I stated, as I wrote rather, some 20 years ago, 25 years ago, You stick anyone’s life under a microscope, be it the duration, or frame by frame -bottom line, human beings lives are rot with error. So when you put someone’s life under the microscope for whatever reason, you’re gonna see the same thing there as you would anybody else’s life. Variations also źwhich are a natural part of everyone else’s life.

2 issues always seem to be of concern with regard to humanity:

1) Getting out the truth;

2) And once we have a, what people are going to do with it, or about it.

The thing that is often that issue with humanity is getting to the truth and then weathen whether or not we are going to act in accordance with it or not – We human beings for lack of a better word… are… all… 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏾‍♂️🤷‍♂️

I said this 25 years ago, and it is coming to white in the article: https://www.espn.com/tennis/story/_/id/33050352/novak-djokovic-profile-selfishness-sports-leaders-failing-us-all

The things we enjoy in this country only have meaning to the extent we are free from crisis. Once crisis strikes, the value of these things goes out the window.

Viruses that can affect human beings, but are able to travel through technology. How about viruses that can affect both human-beings, technology, and devices….

If a person goes from X to Y and X is better than Y it tends to suck. If a person goes from X to Y and X tends to be worse than Y, then it’s great. Now you can look at this scenario from a human perspective or from a spiritual one. Sometimes when you look at it from a human perspective it looks one way and when you look at it from a spiritual perspective it looks another way. It is in fact another way.. When we see things through the eyes of God they are not the worst but actually the best of the best often times.

Once things go up in price they seldom go down. Put on the news today that the average increase increase in the past year was 7%, and that has never been that high since the Reagan administration for any given year. Companies raised their prices probably to take advantage of all the money the government was giving to people -scavenger’s. Now the question is, now that nobody’s getting any more checks or $600/week unemployment, are the prices going to drop back down? I mean it’s just my guess that company’s smelled blood in the water with all this money floating around from the government. Isn’t that the way it works anyways, what you bring in corporate America takes away? And if there is a spike income… There’s bound to be a spike in prices. Isn’t that the name of the game, “get our money” “get what any given scenario will allow”. If you’re looking for a conscience in corporate America… that’s not how it works from what I understand.

Don’t drink;

Build a life your children can be proud of;

Take what GOD gives you and use it to help others –

And if you don’t know how to do those things then read the book come it’ll tell you how to do all 3.

HUMAN ERROR! I’ll buy that! -I screwed up 10 times just this morning.

Always try to find some gratitude in something-the little you have and the lot you don’t have, GOD always knows what’s best for us!

Alcohol is not on the nutrition pyramid.

I don’t know of too many active Alcoholics who [or recovering for that matter lol]:

1)eat a healthy diet;

2)get proper rest.

DON’T FLINCH!