Some people pray for death while others pray they never see that day. The only regret I have these past 5 or 6 years thinking about being relieved of the burden of this life is knowing how much Ana would hurt with me being gone. I cannot think of anyone else on this planet who would truly miss my absence -because I’m not really apart of anyone else’s lives. Some I have reached out to repeatedly-but ita just no good. Bonds were broken very early, lines drawn in the sand many years ago… between my family and theirs…”

“Ana and I have discussed many times… 🤔 how family members who were never a part of our lives, family members who never made an effort to reach out, or worse yet to reciprocate… We weren’t too interested in them crying over our dead bodies sindead bodies since they seemed to never cry over our live ones.

• Title dedicated to the late, great Glenn Frey and his song by the same name! Written by Glenn fry and Jack Tempchin (1982).