Maybe the Karlonas’ did me a favor:

•God does things as He does knowing…

•And of course we seldom thank Him for it because Him knowing us as he does – Most of us, can never quite seem to see past our own 👃s.*

Anyways, I have to take Daisy for her last walk today-she’s going back 🏡 to mama and her step papa. But I’ll tell you the rest of the story when I get back. Chow

*Most of us probably never see losing money as a good thing. Or seeing hard times as a good thing. Especially if we have a family to support.. I HATE TO SAY IT-But God knows better!

Another favorite “movie-quote”

“Rape me, kick me, beat… just don’t bore the hell out of me”.

It’s sad to say, but I get the impression that a lot of women would prefer drama in their life than boredom. And also, yeah stokama a lot of women with a low sense of self worth which society theusts upon them… After all, what self respecting women would engage in…….. No sir Kama a lot of the things women endure can only be explained by elosain’t by a low sense of self worth. Or a pension for the dramatic.*

On a high note, I will say that women are incredible when it comes to multi tasking. And and from what I understand they also can take pain a lot better than many men. I noticed when it came to certain funerals in our family that the women stepped forward in many cases more so than demanded.

*I can only say this about my personal experiences on this subject” I had more women to date when I was full of anger and completely (almost) dysfunctional than I do now. I’m far healthier now than I was when I dated Ana and Lenelle -Lenell’s gone (passed on 😔) and Ana has decided to go back to her husband permanently it appears

In a society such as ours where sex is treated executed in the same fashion as taken out the trash…. Washing the dishes…. I liked when there was a sense of shame, a sense of guilt, a sense of reservation about that particular area of humanity.

One thing I notice human beings require is stimulation.- Obvious you say? No, think about it 🤔 – Think about all the things we get ourselves into in the name of stimulation!o an! Think about all the things we things we accomplish that are really meaningless in the name of stimulation.

There’s 2 kinds of people in the world:

•The ones who have issues and refuse to do anything about them

•The ones who I have issues and do something about them.

A person who presumably has a leg up on their issues without having done any real work… it I said presumably!! Versus someone who has some fairly deep seated issues but is willing to work them out over time… Which do you think you’d be better off within the long run? Which which do you think you would be inclined to select as a friend or a partner at the onset? Exactly! That’s why there’s so much disappointment and Strife among peoples year after year, decade after decade. millennium after millennium – Decisions based on self which later came back to harm us. 🤷‍♂️

The 1st thing many of us have to get straight who have been dealt a bad hand in life is…”

•Are you absolutely sure, in the continuum of ever-changing life, I mean that’s not the end of the story… did you have been dealt a bad hand?*

°Life doesn’t know you or me anything – And even if it were true… I don’t claim to know everything! 🤷‍♂️

•Even if life did owe us -we probably wouldn’t get it back anyways.

*When I came in Alcoholics Anonymous I had 2 stipulations, the 1st was that I stay sober the other was that I never have to be alone. Imperial life has not turned out the way I planned it in sobriety. I planned on the $100000 a year job, the trophy wife, the 2.5 kids, the I’m at the boat, a trip to Europe once a year and a trip domestically once a year at least… retiring by the time I’m 50 blah blah blah

The only thing I’ve gotten out of it is that I’m still sober and healthy and.. A wealth of knowledge and wisdom I have a crew through life’s struggles all these years. I wouldn’t trade all that and what goes along with it for what I have today. My life is by no means. My life is by no means perfect and I am not happy as a Daisy with a lot of things… no pun intended Daisy… lol but the person that I have become trump’s anything and everything I could have gained outside of myself! Conpoint and my relationship with God…!

Why is in perfect and those of us who expected to be..

I want to go some place gentle and peaceful…..

Part of the problem I think I had growing up was that my grandmother was of a generation twice removed from myself and the peers I grew up with. I could probably relate more to the parents of my peers then my peers themselves. Just another obstacle I suppose!

“You have to think in 3-dimensions, like a Vegan”