Are you concerned about me -if not why should I listen to you (your) issue(s) with me?

I’m ashamed to say this, but I notice alot of my fellow Californian’s are quite loud, and vocal.

Unlike some people, I like making amends! I stopped making them ‘kinda-sorta’ some years ago because:

•I was the only one making them

•It got to the point where people had no clue when I approached them to make one 🤔

The more you have, the more you have to lose.. If you don’t wanna worry about being ripped off then put your treasures elsewhere.

I heard someone saying a meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous many years ago that the better they get the better the people around them get come to the better of the people around them start to look. I haven’t found that to be the case.

I get more out of this than what I put into it -I don’t do nearly as much in recovery to stay sober as I did to get drunk! Tru-shtory!!!!🤷‍♂️

Being a doormat in this program -is closer to the spirit of it than even mildly, or casually arrogant when speaking up to those who have harmed us. 🤷‍♂️

Things that I have done thousands of times that Jesus has never even done once – Things that I never should have done or things that I should have halted after 2 or 3 times. How can this happen? Justification! A twisted sense of it being right rather than wrong. Humanity is littered with it-and I’m no exception. Yelling at people! Stepping on a bunch of ants for crawling on my shoe! When they in fact are only doing what God-created them to do.

I notice I need eye candy frequently to adjust my state of being. I noticed that when I was younger I did it a lot by looking in the mirror at myself and getting something out of it that adjusted my state of being in a positive sense apparently. There are better ways of doing… period of acquiring that desired is desired effect.