All my energy through the years has been zapped thru years and years of (stinkin’) 🤔. I used to think it was because I had Hep-C that I felt so tired all the time. I used to think I had some brain injury because of my inability to concentrate on anything outside of myself -which may still in fact be true.

The openness of my mind… Timothy Leary -and the like, would say that LSD would open you up -Bill W. too. When I was younger I’d hear stories from people about hallucinations on LSD…. I couldn’t fathom it. GIGGLES… We have a new battalion commander at Fort Bragg who was threatening piss-tests for marijuana 😀 So people switch to LSD! I must confess, I tried at several times. I think the only hallucination I ever saw was a cockroach cockroach crawling out of my pocket and and jumping on to the grass in front of somebody’s house 🤷‍♂️

But the real Nillie-Willie was the the time at the Rio Grande -at a Friday or Saturday night Keg-party (or was it a Wednesday 🤔), I got my 69 Camaro stuck on the edge of the river and the sky was trying to help me pull it out -cross-eyed-mother 🥴 I shouldn’t knowed it was a bad idea taking anything from him lol. Anyways, I’m trying to get the car unstuck I ended up flooding it so he had me pop the hood and proceeded to help me get it started. In the process he handed me a handful of what I later discovered discovered was Jimson seeds. I went on a hallucination for about 2 and a 1/2 days at the local county sheriff’s… Anyways, my point is that I wonder how much how much of this sort of thing has had an impait’s had an impact on these writings that come to me – Like some sort of a lifetime vision quest?