A guy once commented to me, “Do you always verbalize what you think about?”

On that 🎵 I may as well tell you what was on my mind a few moments ago. I felt angry and cheated most of my life. Many of my feelings are grounded in these 2 emotions. It’s been difficult to keep any relationship intact operating from that premise. Last thing: I’ve 🤔 sustained, incured… alot of loss, negative consequences, not very positive encounters with other human beings, and of course many long struggles with myself personally. One might say my attitude is an understandable one -I don’t know. I just don’t know 🙆‍♂️

I’m not even sure why I’m still here to tell you the truth. On the one ✋ it doesn’t seem there’s much to my life at all; and on the other ✋ some of the most interesting notions just seem to keep popping into my 🙂 20, 30, 40 a day 🤷‍♂️ NOT SURE WHAT TO MAKE OF ANY OF IT OR JUST AS IMPORTANT -WHAT OTHERS ARE GOING TO MAKE OF ALL THIS.