One of my all time favorites is from a movie called tequila sunrise starring Mel Gibson and Kurt Russell and Is Michelle Pfeiffer.

“WHO KNOW WHAT HE’S REALLY AFTER?”

And that my friends, is just one of the things that makes conspiracies so hard to pin down.

“It’s not how hard you can hit back -It’s how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward!” From the movie “ROCKY BALBOA”.

You know, people often retire when they realize that the general public has lost the ability to appreciate true beauty, true magnificence, true art!

A woman needs to feel needed.

Oftentimes they pick a man who appears injured or incomplete. Oftentimes they don’t pick a man who doesn’t.

They want to help you with dressing a certain way.

They want to add or subtract from your home in a helpful sense.

Trust me, if you don’t allow them to indulge themselves in feeling a part of your life-they will leave eventually in period

Some people in the program just won’t let it go! They keep needling on what some people in the program have to share at the meeting level. Somebody has to be the adult! 8 months ago I left that 7:00 a.m. meeting because people kept taking potshots. And 8 months later we’re right back where we started from.

Keep in mind that Ebbie was the old timer -and bill was the wet drunk.

We human-beings have the ability to speak the seemingly most sublime poetry (truth)-and it be complete and utter falsehood, crap, nonsense, manipulation.

After having watched the documentary on Bob Lazar, in the corner of my mind I thought, as any true conspiracy theorist might 😀, that… are you ready for this… the government, he’ll-why stop there 😑, the aliens could have put him up to it 🙄, let test the publics reaction to this 40% don’t really care (their too busy fighting each other, making babies, drinking/getting high, watching Oprah…); 30% finding it great entertainment (ah yes, the definite winners in all of this -THE MEDIA); 20% actually take it seriously (and BTW witch 20%?); and another 80% have no clue what to think of any of it (some overlap there 😀 -and of course what, or rather who, as in whoever put Bob up to this gets lots n’ lots of juicy slices of statistical information on… how shall I say, the pulse of the nation/globe 🌍.* So, what do we have as possibilities:

•Bob could be nuts and win the “straight-face-of-the-decade” award -“Tricky-Dicks” got him beat by a 👃 in by this case;

•He loves the attention (who knows when or where he experienced some Psychilogical break)

•Aliens put him up to it -promising… threatening… controlling his mind…

•The government put him up to it -promising… threatening… controlling his mind…

•It’s all true and they’re hiding it in plain-sight to… Have you seen the movie where the person comes up with some ridiculous story implicating him and then says “It’s so far fetched he couldn’t possibly be guilty” (the old “Why would I…” routine 🤷‍♂️ -when in fact he is lol

•I could go on… BOTTOM LINE:

1. It’s possible it is true

2. It’s possible, for any number of reason they deliberately threw it out their to the public as a dare, a challenge, an effort to actually discredit, make a farce out of the whole thing -a spectacle (with one man the scape-goat or brunt of it all). L@@k, they threw the story out there and what came of it???? SAME THING AS EVERYTHING ELSE DESIGNED TO BE SHROUDED IN MYSTERY -NOTHING!!!!! JUST ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE “WHO KNOWS -IT”S INTERESTING TO PONDER THOUGH”. There is always someone who comes out a winner -and of course, if we knew just who that was, like any crime, if we knew -then we would have a better idea of the whole story, it’s validity… “who” leads us to “what”, “what” leads us to “why”, “why” leads us to “how”… and so on and so forth -but it’s that crucial, initial piece that never gets found-out that leads us to a dead-end, leaves us in “limbo”. 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♂️ And of course, the media often makes out like a bandit -sorta.**

•Lastly -they could be testing, setting up, distracting the human race (psyche) for something else, something even bigger… like, extortion, thirst for power, greed… you know, those really meritorious things so many of we human beings are known to gravitate towards throughout history. Oh, let’s not forget “ATTENTION (come on, when the government itself is playing “devil’s-advocate”, it’s one of their primary motives they question, “he, she is looking for attention -wife just left him, jobs on the skids…”” 🤷‍♂️

*And by the way, I’m not accusing Bob of anything; as a scientist he will be the first to tell you to lay out any and all possibilities straight out!

**You see, the point in all of this is that it’s so colluded, and so far fetched, and so boring, and so tiresome, and so repetitious… The most people either don’t want to bother with it or they don’t believe it -which once again; If you want to hide something, hide it in plain site (along with all the other “belive it or not” mysteries); where nobody can possibly think of believing (as opposed to looking 😳); where it just gets thrown into the morass, the “abyss of” along with countless other… “we’re so tired… “ofs”…”. At some point, this tactic, when repeated actually becomes increasingly effective -or lost in… 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♀️ Capish?

***and anytime you throw anything out into the public arena and yesterina and monitor and evaluate the response… that is useful information -this is the other constant in a sea of “variables” <-if there us such a thing when you at them as… 🤷‍♂️

One can perform some very strange movements which can bring about some startling effects.

Let’s say you go to the doctor with an illness or symptoms… The doctor comes up with a diagnosis and proceeds to treat it. But it doesn’t work. Wrong diagnosis? So then he comes up with another diagnosis, treats it, it works. Probably the correct diagnosis. Now when Alcoholics Anonymous they came up with a diagnosis for alcoholism. Unlike anything ever before seen or heard of from the medical profession to that point. Although there were some Historical documentation regarding shades of what ultimately came about real Alcoholics Anonymous. Someone came up with the idea that it was a disease process -back in the late 1700s. Then later on… little by little… So, my point is this… In alcohol it’s anonymous they came up with a diagnosis, and based on that diagnosis they came up with a treatment THAT WORKED. If the treatment worked then chances are the diagnosis is correct as well. A spiritual malady! A spiritual solution! Which lends further weight to our being spiritual beings. 😇

A couple of decades ago I gave some real thought to this is this issue we call cancer. This is another one of those writings that slipped my mind earlier today actually.. And I definitely asked, I definitely implored God’s health and remembering-so thank you Lord 🙏

I figured the right combination of things in the body however brief would make for fertile ground for certain types of cancer 2 answer to evolve like something in a petri dish. Is it right amount of sugar or alkaline or temperature… Using what had been pointed out to me regarding everything having a lifeline… If you could cut off the lifeline you prevent the cancer from growing, and spreading. It always bothered me that if so many of the greatest minds in the world were working on this thing why weren’t we making any progress? And later on, much later on I begin to I begin to hypothesize as to why this the solution being used was in itself creating problems. Chemotherapy… Is radiation treatments… Why would God give a solution to man that that also destroyed man? Anyways, when you have people developing cancer and people who are not developing cancer come right there that should tell you that there’s something different between the 2 individuals; Which was where and how Stanislaus Byrzinski was able to find the answer. We now know that many people in the medical field and their affiliates, we’re using cancer as one means of gaining billions of dollars from an ailing society. Sure, many of them wanted to treat their patients earnestly, but they were also counting on a tremendous payday in the process. In many cases, people were actually trying to fight this new full form of treatment -keep it away from the public eye. One has to wonder 🤔 just how hard our medical community was actually working to eradicate this dreaded disease -in hindsight (one can reverse engineer with concepts, histories… that’s what cops do at a crime scene). Sad!!! 🤦‍♂️

I read somewhere that life started when a particular type of light shine down on the earth.

See, these things come, then they go, then, sometimes, they come back; and sometimes relatively quickly -I try to say a 🙏 to plead for thei retrieval and sometimes I don’t recall having done so regarding a specific writing. But in this particular case it’s possible I did a day or two ago. Here it is:

Having just finished watching a documentary on Bob Lazar, this came to me (I’m surprised it didn’t at the beginning of the program rather than the end. What if each alien civilization has it’s own link to that which created it -a Bible of sorts outlining the creator’s plan, that life-forms particular Genesis, and so forth? What if God did this with each civilization?

I didn’t have such a good day today with the writing – I started out the morning thinking I was qualified to decide what shoulder shouldn’t be written down instead of just writing down what comes to me. I told myself yesterday, that the way that I would make up for an error -was to was to write things down immediately unimmediately as they come to me -which I didn’t do today and ended up losing several. 😢 Some immediately -ugh

I 🙏, and at least one, possibly 2 came to me later. Thank You Lord

When you place anyone under a microscope you can make them look guilty of something. You can find things in their lives that they’re guilty of with certainty. But we don’t do that with most people so… my point is this, when you do it to celebrities and people who are in the public eye… in a lot of ways you don’t find much different from them than you do from the average person.

It’s easy to write these things down with no contention. I wonder how many of these writings could withstand a barrage of attacks or questioning?

You can make most people say anything eventually!

You make a good number of (sane) people begin to doubt their sanity by turning everything say around on them repeatedly-they did experiments, movies… to test the fragility, the resolve of the (average) human psyche.