AFTER ALL THESE YEARS πŸ™†β€β™‚οΈ

You probably heard this one before -but I’m on a kick, a crusade of sorts… I heard an immediate alcoholic synonymous the other day that “if you try and shove something down my throat…. I’m gonna spit it right backup” -or words to that effect. First of all:

β€’Rebellion and defiance are not spiritual principles

β€’If you’ve been in this program for decades and you’re still spitting out stuff simply because of the way its presented to you…

β€’I’d like to think that after many years in the program I’m going to listen with an open mind to what’s being said, more so than who’s saying it, or how they’re saying it πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈπŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

I can’t stress this enough – If your worst enemy walks up to you with a winning lottery ticket and throws it in your face -are you going to pick it up or leave it sitting there on the ground? If your worst enemy had a cure for your ailing child would you accept it from him or her? Would you humble yourself and ask them for help? And aren’t you at least as important as your children?

IF AT FIRST YOU DON’T SUCCEED

I heard it said that The Secret service have to get it right every time while while the perpetrator only has to get it right once.

With regard to success in life, you can get a bunch of little successes (which add up), or you can make one big success (killing).

Shoot for the moon so that even if you fall short you still make a stellar landing -Understand?

If you keep trying on the big stage, and you hit just once… Eureka!!!!

That’s Life

These writings just keep pouring out; and on a personal note, I myself find a real gem out of the lot every now and then -maybe you will too.

I’ve always been a pretty good judge of nice things – And in my own mind; what’s encapsulated in these ✍ (taken as a whole) is nothing short phenomenal. I πŸ€” that as with yourself perhaps, some things on here impact me more than others do. Some things seem very basic to me, perhaps even somewhat inconsequential -but I know that’s just my brain talking. Nothing in God’s universe is inconsequential because certain things will always resonate with some more than with others -THAT JUST SEEMS TO BE LIFE (among the living) πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ

I have often wondered to myself -why more fishermen don’t use multiple lines (rods) with multiple bait more often.* πŸ™†β€β™‚οΈ

*And in other areas of life besides fishin’!

WHAT TO MAKE OF IT ALL

A guy once commented to me, “Do you always verbalize what you think about?”

On that 🎡 I may as well tell you what was on my mind a few moments ago. I felt angry and cheated most of my life. Many of my feelings are grounded in these 2 emotions. It’s been difficult to keep any relationship intact operating from that premise. Last thing: I’ve πŸ€” sustained, incured… alot of loss, negative consequences, not very positive encounters with other human beings, and of course many long struggles with myself personally. One might say my attitude is an understandable one -I don’t know. I just don’t know πŸ™†β€β™‚οΈ

I’m not even sure why I’m still here to tell you the truth. On the one βœ‹ it doesn’t seem there’s much to my life at all; and on the other βœ‹ some of the most interesting notions just seem to keep popping into my πŸ™‚ 20, 30, 40 a day πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ NOT SURE WHAT TO MAKE OF ANY OF IT OR JUST AS IMPORTANT -WHAT OTHERS ARE GOING TO MAKE OF ALL THIS.

WHAT’S NEW

Things changed more slowly when people were more interested in living than in changing lifestyles continually.

Before some people became so mindful of the endless possibilities possibilities in the universe.

Before people saw change as a way of making money on the scale we see now.

A certain group of people in this country has become obsessed obsessed with unlocking blocking new ideas and ways base out of curiosity and out of profit. And out of advantage.

If you think about how certain things are probably going to be in about 20 years from now no, it may help you out with some of those feelings that at the moment are escaping you. Like for me right now, wondering where Ana will be then? It’s not likely she will be alive πŸ˜ͺ So I shouldn’t enjoy her as much as I can now and leave all the bullshit aside πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ

NO WHERE MAN

Some people don’t belong anywhere -I’m beginning to believe I am one of them.*

*On the other hand, I could be an (every) where man** πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ

**I certainly have plenty of points-of-view 😁