I GUESS I GOTTA LOT ON MY MIND 🤷♂️
•470 or so entries in 34 days -many with multiples…* 😁
•The most interesting man in the world
*Between the morning hours July 6th and August 9th 2021 as of 15:46 p.m. we have managed 487 blogs (as I’ve begun to pick up the pace, and get more of a feel… I’ve had to simply throw into a blog whatever comes to me in clusters because that in itself is pushing me to my limit) -essentially all from a memory badly inhibited by years of pot-smoking and atleast a couple of head-traumas. Some, a fair majority of them first came to me 20-25 years ago! I had lost, misplaced, failed to write down so many of them in the early going as I wasn’t exactly sure what was going on with the influx of awarenesses coming to me. Prrrrrretty cool ay 🙆♂️ I found them overwhelming for the longest time but, at the same time found their nature (the subject-matter) to be somewhat fascinating.**
**The hardest thing for a human being to come to terms with -perhaps the most difficult thing any human being will ever be challenged with is:
•Rocognizing the truth
•Then facing it
I have found these truisms to be quite challenging to my own humanness, as well as my Alcoholism! People in Alcoholics Anonymous meetings who would sigh and huff-and-puff at my sharing in meetings… I’d say “if your flustered listening to me, just think how my Alcoholic-brain feels” 💆♂️
Finally, with all this knowledge, and awareness, I’ve managed to apply very little, if any of it in my own life because they are of a level or standard that in many cases is well beyond my own comprehension (understanding on a level which moves one to act using that particular…), and well beyond, I hate to say this, but well beyond my own character 😒