Ya know 🤔, I’ve had a lot of crazy thoughts go through this head of mine over the years -THAT can be very hard to bounce back from! And believe me -IT HAS BEEN. SOME OLD THOUGHTS STILL TRY TO CTEEP IN FROM TIME-TO-TIME. OLD FEELINGS, STATES, MOODS, CONCEPTIONS… *🤷‍♂️

*For several years now I’ve been saying “I’m about 90% better -the remaining 10 I’ll just have to be content with working on “ONE DAY AT A TIME””.

Sidenote: Very early in my recovery I started to think to myself 🤔 “If you are not happy when life is relatively good relatively good, what is it gonna be like when it’s not?”

Certain aspects of the world around us are largely the same for all of us. Good people, bad people… People with hangups, the world really hasn’t changed much – You can always find a wide diversity of people on both ends of the spectrum and everything in between. The difference is always in the individual not in humanity is a whole! It’s how each of us as individuals choose choose to respond or relate be late to that never changing world -that makes all the difference in the world. Rocky Balboa says “The world is a mean and nasty place!” – Do you think that line is fictional? Do you think some of Sylvester Stallone’s real life experiences are in that line? Are in the script of that movie? Are in the scripts of all the movies he’s written? A person in his position has probably seen as much of life as any of us. As much of every side of humanity as any of us.

If only I could make that one big score -like Rocky! Pay off these bills, get a house….. and mosie off into the 🌇 🌅