It’s hard for people to show compassion where it is aptly suited when people are on the defensive -Less so when they are on the attack.

It doesn’t appear as though I am going to be able to fully rectify my attitudes towards the human race. A person’s attitude seems to be so important, to the extent of overshadowing one’s lifetime work in many instances. I’m not referring to this life’s work, I’m referring to a lifelong effort to become a healthier individual. But my attitude remains skeptical of the human race, at call my best, borderline cynical. As to the pure definition of the word cynical; I guess you could say my motives are selfish, I would definitely like a much higher quality relationship with people then what I seem able to attain – based upon the numerous shortcomings and limitations of our kind 😔

Sidenote: All I have to do is feed Daisy, give her a warm bed to sleep in and some shelter, some food, some companionship, karma and a little walk to allow her to do her business -And she loves me to death, I’m her world. That’s not enough for human beings though in this country. Thank you Lord for answering this prayer moments after I asked 🙏🏻 I’m here underneath our little spot across the street from the egg baseball field, underneath our little tree and benches where we would sit we would sit her and die and take her a little break 🐕 I MISS HER JUST THE COUPLE DAYS SHE’S BEEN GONE. I’LL MISS WHEN SHE’S GONE FOR GOOD -CLOSEST COMPANION I HAVE AT THIS TIME IN MY LIFE. 😔

The art of feeling good when you don’t have much going for you on the outside!

If heaven were not so difficult for people to comprehend, et alone believe in, there might be more people willing to work for this eternity in paradise. 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷‍♂️