If there’s one thing we’ve learned throughout history beyond the shadow of a doubt, it’s this: Put most men in a position where they can help themselves to opportunities for power and wealth and a piece of a**[I use this term because the men I am referring see a woman as just that], AND THEY WILL! MOST MEN ARE NOT TO BE TRUSTED IN THIS SENSE. THEY’RE EITHER IMMATURE, LACK THE REQUISITE VALUES, OR BOTH!

I heard many decades ago that there was a policy or a law that forbid movies ending with a bad guy winning for fear that it would encourage crime. It seems to me there is a similar law or policy in place place with regard to documentaries reaching treaching the conclusion that things that are supernatural actually do ithat are supernatural actually due exist. At best in many instances giving conflicting sides leaving one in limbo. And again the only ones whoever seem to win are the ones making money off of the documentary. It seems that in Western civilization based upon that fact alone that money appears to be the ultimate aim not a search for truth.

I have a counterpoint to the coming of the Antichrist. Don’t believe in anyone who comes stating they near God or Christ. If the Anti-Christ is going to come and be as convincing as God himself and fool us, rhen maybe we shouldn’t believe in anyone who comes in his name name faced upon the possibility of being fooled not based upon a desire not to believe God can distinguish between the two. It’s need that both God and satan rely upon in order to reach us. It’s something we are looking take away from rather than something we are looking to contribute – Has Jesus pointed out, the issues of certain people during this time was that they had had interest [what’s in it for me], that was their downfall, they’re Achilles heel. If we look for what we can contribute to life in the form of GOD’S teachings, then satan cannot dig in and snatch our souls, and through our actions -GOD has already won them [our souls] over. This is how you go about eliminating any risk. Just continue to work at being good Christians by practicing and bringing God’s teachings into the world and you will have already won Heaven and satan cannot mislead you or I away from GOD if you and I hold firm to GOD’S teachings, GOD’S PATH! Not easy but that simple. Our looking for… coupled with our inability to discern… IS WHAT PUTS US AT RISK!

There’s so much at stake in life. When we shrug off our potential, our God-given potential, those things suffer! JUST THINK OF THE LIVES WE CAN AFFECT BY BECOMING ALL WE WERE INTENDED TO BE!

It’s a wonderful feeling and one I’m altogether unfamiliar with -when the person you long to be with most longs to be with you.

It sucks when GOD determines you’re one of the people that are best served NOT getting the things in life you want most. There are a lot of people in the world that have the things they want most. For me that would be that would be at the very least a family who genuinely loves me. Especially after all the losses I’ve suffered with parents and grandparents and siblings. I have 2 people I care for who are as selfish as can be. One doesn’t know the meaning of love (my aunt) and the other one is only a relative by marriage who does not know how to extend the love of his children to me even though for the last 10 years I’ve acted in the ste(a)d of a son [you’re killin’ me hear GOD] . The other is to get out of this neighborhood (of drinkers and druggers) and out of this apartment Into a home, in a nice neighborhood where I can put my things in the garage and in the spare bedrooms and walk around more comfortably and sit out in the backyard and enjoy the view. I guess some of us are born, or perhaps through the choices we’ve made earlier in our lives, to rely solely on God’s love and GOD’S provision. The most important reason I mention this is this The most important reason I mention this is this: If you happen to be one of those people who is denied your greatest ambitions in life, those needs you feel run deepest; trust in GOD and try not to let it get you down too much. Happiness comes from appreciating the things we have more so than getting the things we want. 🤷‍♂️ I don’t feel like I am surrounded by love -and there’s probably a very good reason for that. TRUST

I just found out recently from my aunt and uncle’s daughter [before I found out last year…] The $85,000 they were gonna give me for a house 2 1/2 years ago has been reduced to I don’t know what. And after all that looking for a house 2 and a 1/2 years ago, all the drama these 2 worked up about not being able to decide whether they wanted to give me the money or not, my aunt did and my uncle didn’t -see what I mean about him not loving those other than his children. Well now it appears that my uncle got his way when he said 2 and a 1/2 years ago that he’d rather wait until hes dead so he doesn’t have to see me get that money if my aunt insists on it. These are heartbreaking truths. 💔 I provide these examples 1st of all because I’m sure I’m not the only one out there in the world going through such things. And secondly because I’m not a victim, I have pretty much everything I need, but I want more. Just like many of you out there want more. But I also have to keep in mind there are also many people out there who don’t have everything they need, and those of us who do should forever remain grateful and charitable [towards others].

Most people are not informed enough to know what things are affected by war and what things are not. So people gamble on that by raising their prices even when they shouldn’t or have no need to. It sucks knowing your fellow man/woman is trying to s**** y**. Maybe what’s worse is not knowing they’re screwing you. Where is the federal government and the state government in all this?? [Too] Busy fighting terrorism I suppose. Using the money some on the domestic front can desperately use to help some country half way around the world.

From where I’m sitting after 58 years on this planet, i’m living proof that with a little effort at all you can… whatever it is that people have going between them, I’ve somehow managed at this stage of my life to defy the odds and have seemingly figured out how to render people I encounter interestless. People need things in order to for to develop an interest. It’s not enough in most cases for a person to simply be a fellow human being. Or to be a human being. There has to be something about that person. And that’s pretty sad. It’s pretty sad when we can’t value a personIt’s pretty sad when we can’t value a person as simply a person. There are very few people of this ilk that I have encountered. These people are the ones that seem to take notice of me -If for no other reason. This has been eating at me for several days but for the life of me I could not figure out how to convey it; I couldn’t quite put my finger on it actually. 🤷‍♂️ I think I’ve figured out how to separate the wheat from the chaff. And at the end of the day -there aint much wheat! 😔

I don’t think it’s so much my past anymore as my present that’s my that’s my main issue.

When your family tells you they’re going to leave you money after they die it sets up a conflict of interest in some cases.

I remember my dad driving around with a woman he picked up in a bar. Then having to go back home to my stepmother and having to keep silent. The things my dad subjected Me Too!.

For much of mankind, internal peace is an elusive thing.

I’ve never seen more lobsided reporting in my life – Russia versus Ukraine. Russia is the evil Empire [that is losing the war even though they completely outnumber, outgun…] and Ukraine is the innocent victim. And the media is playing both to the hilt.

Those people when someone rejects them move on to someone else. It’s rare to see a person stick by their feelings for a person regardless of their feelings for them.

A lot of people can’t seem to love without the element of lust attached.

Many people think the world is “going” to s***! Guess again.

I Feel compelled to remind people, Jon Benet; Many people wanted to know why they’re Mexican or black child who had been who had been abducted did not make such sensational news as this beautiful white girl? This is just another example of man’s true nature. Tie this into the Russian Ukraine war and all those supposed broken hearts looking on.

There are fruitful endeavors; There are fruitless endeavors; And there are harmful endeavors.

In order to have to tolerate something it has to penetrate you. How many instances do we see T of people in circumstances that would completely overwhelm us overwhelm us, and yet they look scarce scarcely affected. Because it hasn’t penetrated them You think some people have a lot of tolerance, but in reality it hasn’t penetrated them. In some instances it’s safe to say they don’t really care which is why it doesn’t penetrate. Some people care about the stupidest things and and as a result it bothers him deeply. Some of you might even look at them and wonder why are they so affected by this or that. This is How Thing’s work with people. This bothers me when it shouldn’t, this doesn’t bothee you when it should…

What I find is really disturbing me disturbing me is that every human being you run across has some issue. You might run into the same issue 5 times from 5 different people or you might run into 5 different issues with 5 different people. It’s an amalgam of issues. And we bump into them periodically throughout the day. The whole of humanity is like this. How long with positive traits as well. It’s like pinging off of one of those things in a pinball machine. Sometimes you get pinged from one to the other to the other to the other on certain days. Those are the worst days for me.

I’m watching a documentary titled The Valkyrie Legacy. It’s amazing to me how much the Democratic Party of modern day America is the polar opposite of many of the beliefs of Adolph Hitlers Germany. I am reminded that doing the opposite of evil will only take you so far with regard to God’s teachings.It will not take you all the way and in certain instances it may lead you astray. Therefore, this is not the best philosophy or guide.

Imagine how we look to God. How do you feel when a baby newborn is before you?Multiply that times infinity and that is how God feels when we are before HIM! 🤷‍♂️

We Americans have not been a very good example or steward to the rest of the world of late. As a recovering alcoholic I know something about self will run riot and defiance and defiance in the face of God. And the United States is doing whatever it wants in the name of freedom of choice…. Crossing over all boundaries established previously by staunch christians in the 20th century. are before him.

The budof change begins with awareness, or is it with the reason for change? The Bud begins to open ever so slightly upon serious consideration of….

If a person gives 2 pennies and it’s all they have, JESUS says that she gave or he gave more than the person who was rich and who gave 500 pennies only. What if it’s harder for a person who’s a millionaire millionaire to give 2 pennies than it is for a person who is poor to give 2 pennies in their mind or in their heart? Who has the greater merit? Who sacrificed more from within themselves?

Am I doing penance or charity with my aunt and Uncle -I guess either way it’s a good thing.

I have to transition from expecting worldly rewards to accepting is accepting godly ones. It is incredibly hard these transitions God asks for. God teaches us. I’m so tired, dejected right now I can’t even correct the spelling of God right now. Every day that I go out there in to the world I come back dragging my feet brought down, less of a person for having associated with the people here.

Mary Magdalene, The Blessed Virgin mother Mary, Many of the the Apostles lead lives of solitude. I’m trying to find some inspiration for the life I’ve come to.

When you’re suffering aggrievance or your eagle has been punctured, comma think of it as God receiving another soul into heaven that otherwise might not be due to your suffering. Then ask yourself, is a soul entering into heaven worth my suffering?

We pray for God’s guidance and we hear nothing. One reason is that God knows that we already know oh but we don’t want to act so we’re looking for him to give us that extra motivation. The other reason is that God wants to see what we’ve learned from him and whether or not we are able and willing to put it into practice on our own. His teachings always involve charity and sacrifice, the two things in life mankind hates/struggles with most. If you asked me what the definition of love was I would say only two words, Sacrifice and Charity

You can never go wrong giving but you can go wrong taking.

Don’t have expectations of others, especially when they promise you something and don’t come through.

Americans have not been a very good example or steward to the rest of the world of late. As a recovering alcoholic I know something about self will run riot and defiance and defiance in the face of God. And the United States is doing whatever it wants in the name of freedom of choice…. Crossing over all boundaries established previously by staunch christians in the 20th century.

There are no victims calm every adult is guilty of something. Man by-and-large refuses to think of his fellow human being with any degree of significance. Perhaps the largest driving force for this is his attitude that his fellow human being doesn’t care about him. But we will never turn back the trend by doing unto others what they do into us. You can only turn back the trend by doing them to others what we would have done unto us not what is being done unto us.

All these excuses we use down here for the things that we do, especially when we know they’re/their wrong, GOD doesn’t want to hear those things, HE is gping to ask us we did them,, why you did them!