Commercials among other things used to consist of content that the average person couldn’t even dream of imagining. Today’s commercials the average citizen could come up with -or beat.

People through out my life never seemed too interested in what I thought or, felt including my parents or family or people outside of that circle -so I guess that I’ve spent most of my life not given a d*** much about the norms of society and how they expect me to behave [but who suffers?]. I can’t say that people never really mattered but I can say I’ve met a lot of people that I didn’t appear to matter to.

Certain kinds of awkward seem to work in the human world -my type doesn’t.

What’s lacking among other things in his country is wisdom.

One of the things inherent in we Americans is that when we are ruffled or challenged, we turn ugly. If we could just get rid of that. I know some people who tend to restrain themselves.

Don’t give people ammunition. I know people like this as well. In everything they do they don’t make waves. How refreshing.

There is a difference between being happy and being grateful.

If someone within the system was being treated better than you and you felt treated unfairly – But in reality you felt they were being treated fairly early but it was more that you weren’t. And you had 2 choices which would you choose:

• To accept things as they are;

• To have what they have been granted as fair be taken away and and reduced to what you yourself have been granted unfairly in your mind.

A lot of people out there are suffering in this country. In many instances it’s not until that suffering begins to bleed over into the establishment that the establishment itself gets involved.

When I was in the system for backchild support they lowered the hammer on me. I wasn’t working but going to school and they tried to force me to pay… even though I wasn’t earning… I started thinking about all the parents out there that for whatever reason we’re not working, and asking myself why the government wasn’t stepping in in those cases where the child’s needs were not being properly met? They were in essence trying to force me to go out and work to pay back the child support I owed. I’ve never heard of any parent being told, forced to have to go out and get a job because they have a child. I’ve never heard of any mother being forced to have to go out and get a job because they have a child. I’ve never heard of any parent working being told king Bing told you have to give X amount of money to support the needs of your. Nobody ever came to our house and told my father you need to stop spending your money on drugs and start spending it on proper nutrition and clothing for your son. And my father sure’s h*** wasn’t gonna spend 2 or $300 on my needs a month which is exactly what they were trying to get me to pay for my daughter.

There are more important things in life than a life of excess. Do we even know in this country anymore what excess is? WE’VE LOST OUR WAY! There are more important things in life than happiness. But most people will never accept that. One would have to be significantly divorced from a preoccupation with themselves.

What does one do when being good and kind to someone is counter productive?

It’s just because you fitting doesn’t make you normal. Humanity is perhaps the last yard stick we want to rely upon. Except in rare instances. There was something that came out in the nineties, there is no such thing as normal. Well that’ll take away any notion that there’s a standard to go by. And isn’t that what satan would want? For us to become more and more lost and colluded. Oh it sounds like a wonderful notion. It even found almost compassionate. But the fact that the matter is there is a normal. It’s called being who GOD intended us to be. Sometimes all satan has to do is allow man to take the reins himself. Shakes his head

When people in business and people in general become primarily exploiters of their fellow man rather than having compassion for the family you…. We’re all in trouble.

The problem of the unprecedented amount of change going on in this country. The unprecedented amount of effort taking place in this country:

• It’s all been done for profit. Not for love. Not for unselfishness. Not for improvement as human beings.

Many people in this country believe they can get by without character. I grew up with a similar frame of mind 57 years prior – I didn’t know little about character nor did I feel the importance of it. It’s a recipe for all sorts of trouble actually.

“WHERE IS GOD?” Have you asked yourself that lately? When was the last time you thought of GOD? The things in life you consider yourself successful at -can you say with certainty that you half-ass them? Why should you successful in the areas you do then? Why should you expect GOD to take you seriously if you don’t take HIM seriously?

Is a good wife someone who sticks around because they have nowhere else to go? Can’t afford to leave?

Women in these marriages where the man brings home an income, is just low maintenance enough, and is just enough out of reach emotionally to keep make the woman feel comfortable enough about who she thinks she isn’t. We see this sort of pattern over and over and over:

• Money masquerated as security;

• There’s not a lot of life in the relationship but there’s enough lack of death for it to survive;

• Many women feel unlovable or unworthy so when their man begins to lose interest it suits them, in a sick sort of way, in a conflicting sort of way. I’d do anything for Ana -which her husband won’t. And there she sits with him and here I sit alone. He won’t do everything for her; he’s emotionally detached; and hes got a healthy retirement and a home. And she supposedly loves him -more than she loves me. Whenever I’ve tried to give a woman everything I could, it never seemed to get me any more appreciation or respect. TRUE STORY!!!!!! There are books written about the human spirit, personality. Many are not pretty! I don’t necessarily respect the way Anna’s husband treats her but apparently it seems to fit. God knows my approach never has. Not that I’ve been saying. Apparently you have to have the right combination of give and not give. Is emotionally available in tonight emotionally available. I’ve witnessed these things in relationships between men and women ever since I was a child. GOD help us, GOD save us from the sickness in [the majority of] our relationships which doesn’t allow for the worst of it; but doesn’t allow for the best of it either! 😔

Once again I wonder if somebody is out there for me. Then I had just thought of relationships and how throughout my life they have been the ultimate test and perpetuator of character. It has also been my ultimate Achilles heel and breaking point time and time again. And finally, my thought is that I’m tired of having my character tested and pushed further and further to it’s limits. So for now that’s my answer to a relationship.

It’s a good thing to remember that God is Stronger [and tougher], Smarter [and wiser], Gooder than all of us [put together]!

There’s more to life than the good life. Especially since:

• There’s only so much to go around: Are you capable or even willing to compete;

• Anything can happen: Let us not forget about moths and thieves and ill health.

There’s only one guarantee in life and that’s if we believe in GOD and try to live a good life everything will work out for us for an eternity. That is the one guarantee in all of the universe -Along with the fact there is a GOD!

There’s an old saying, “all you can do is your part”. Well sometimes if you want to succeed you gotta do more than your part. Just ask any new person on the job trying to establish a reputation for themselves in the high stakes world of business for example. I guess they call that paying your dues. There’s another saying, “be careful what you [over] work for, you might just get it”.

Do the right thing and YOU CAN’T LOSE!

Everybody loves a winner. But it takes more courage, more character, and more unselfishness to love a loser.

When you go for what you want and avoid what you don’t -you lose the practice of building character. We need to get back into the practice of building character in this country. And we need it desperately!

Nothing I’ve had to handle was an adult his compared to what I had to handle was an infant. Except perhaps the lingering effects of how I was impacted as an infant.

GOD doesn’t expect us to understand HE just expects us to try.

God doesn’t expect us to understand, he only expects us to try.

Change come slow to most folks -if that is true, the most of what we are is what we were formed early on; For better or for worse. I mean we see people living wonderful lives and we see people living horrible lives. Both seem slow to change. In fact, many people will argue that who we are we pretty much remain till the day we die. Of course that’s not the case in every case but there’s a legitimate argument that the majority of us in our core… Let it suffice to say that people who have wonderful lives are more or less gifted with an ability or core being, While the same can be said of people who live mediocre or mediocre or lives of [not-so-quiet] desperation, sadness, ineptness… That being said, how many of us really deserve much credit for our successes as well as our failures? Perhaps the one’s most deserving of any sort of credit are those who truly managed to turn things around.

Plenty of people start out with a bright future and end up throwing it all away. Plenty of people start out with a not so bright future and end up turning things around. In both cases it’s a vector. Force pointed in a certain direction. In the form of forces directed downward in the latter forces directed upward. To succeed all the persons has to do is try. To fail all a person has to do stop trying. To ascend take effort. To descend only requires a lack of effort. Just watch a bird.

Do you think a person’s ego knows the difference between a clunky cell phone from 25 years ago and a streamlined one today?

Many people don’t respect unless they have a reason. There’s a certain kind of respect to people have for other human beings that comes with a reason. There’s a certain lack of respect that comes from not having a reason to respect. Some people respect you until you give them a reason not to. Some people don’t respect you until you give them a reason to. 🤷‍♂️

What is life if not caring about people who don’t necessarily feel the same way as you do, feel as strongly as you do?

Bad people want to see the good people die; and the good guys want to see the bad guys die.

Sadly, some people aren’t interested in world peace they simply want to be on top of it. This is a sort of shallowness human beings are capable of.

Money seems to be the most important thing that matters to people in this country. Survival. Comfort. Power. Status. Pleasure. Ego. BUT IT SHOULDN’T BE.

Long ago in this country they started the transition to where man had to become a part of the system and serve it. Now they’re just tighting up a few loose ends here and there.

If you struggle to love, if you’ve never known love from your early life, start with a person you have grown to love for whatever the reason, and let it grow from there. If you are indifferent to people you should love most it may be very difficult it’s very difficult for love to grow on you from that point. Maybe you must reassert yourself with regard to those dearest to you however difficult. Maybe that’s where it starts. I feel little for my parents. Particularly my father. I feel little for my daughters. In both instances I feel abandoned, forgotten call, unloved. But should these things prevent a person capable of love from loving them?What does that say about my character?

Who are you for in the planet of the apes series -the humans or the apes? In the new series I begin to lean towards the apes. Based on my personal experience with human beings and the story line and the series…

If a species is lacking complete and utter regard for its own -then how can anyone expect it to have regard for other species?

You always see women gravitate to a man who represents something -right or wrong. How many women gravity to a man who stands for nothing?

I don’t know what it’s like to live on the street or to be dirt poor -but I do know what it’s like to be tormented inside, and I do know it’s like to be alone, and I do know what it’s like to feel like you don’t belong [for decades].

It’s a need but isn’t a true need? The need for progress?It explained to me civilizations and the positive consequences of those civilizations who have lived for thousands of years the same way, generation after generation? Well maybe not without consequences, but they probably weren’t destroying the Earth, and themselves, and each other.

We all have enough and impetus to change the things in us which are not working for us in the human world. The difficulty of this is it’s largely dependent on any resistance stemming from… name it… I can’t say for certain how many people who are successful at getting along with the world have had to make significant changes to reach that point versus having been groomed that way intentionally or unintentionally, or rather unconsciously unconsciously. But I know this, my repeated experiences experiences and the provocation of those experiences from within myself, were not to get along with others. An attitude and behaviorally, something I still continue to struggle to overcome.